Why is this happening?!?!?I feel like I am a whole differnt person appearance wise and personaolity wise and I

Question

want my self back as I was 2 months ago but Im not coming back?? any suggestions on why this is happening to me!!!!!!!!

okay, why I asked this question is because, two months ago I did a stupid eye exersize the ones that tell you too look all the way to the left and right without turning your head just your eyes, and I heard a crack, dont know where just did somewhere in my face, cant really recall, but then I slept and then after I took pics and I noticed as if my right eye turned in and it didnt make eye contact, it looks as if I lost one muscle, and I went to an eye doc, and she realy didnt say anything but when I look and when anyone looks at the before and after pics you can notice that the before pics made so much more eye contact and now the after pics hardly do, I feel people are just telling me to live with it and I dont want to I feel like I am a whole different person from that darn incident I am always depressed I really hate myself for what I have done, and I think I have a brain tumor, the thing that scares me the most is to hear nothing happened, when its really obvious to that person or

and I really hate to hear that there is no treatment, thats why I feel like I cant get my old self back!

Answer 1

Well, uhm I can't really give a suggestion WHY it's happening since I don't know but you can try: doing something you wouldv'e done two months ago, trying to get back into that mindset or just go with it. I can't be all that bad...

Answer 2

Could it be that the "crack" you heard was in your head... just like it sounds to me (and I say this as gently as I am able) that you are having a psychosomatic episode and you only BELIEVE that you look different as a result?

I'm not trying to belittle you or insult you this is a real life genuine condition that can become so severe that you actually begin to show signs of physical transformation surrounding and backing up your delusion.

Go to see a specialist on personality disorders. and if they give you the all clear, then go to a neurologist. Most general practioners dont know enough to say either way. You should have a cat scan.

Answer 3

Zounds to me like you may be suffering from zomething called body-dysmorphic syndrome(I don't know if I spelled that right} This is an abnormality that only you can see and it could be caused by any number of things: paranoia, obsessive compulsive disorder, psychosis, personality disorder or the delusional part of bi-polar disorder or the onset of schizaphrenia.
Most likely though you are suffering from a great amount of stress in your life right now and you have tons of anxiety. Try deep breathing and stop the cycle of looking in the mirror every half hour to see if you are still there, your image is distorting itself. Talk to your doctor about some temporary antianxiety meds for now if you can't calm down.

Answer 4

Hope, you haven't given us much information. Do you feel as though you woke up and you are in someone elses body? Or is it that all of a sudden you are feeling emotionally differently? You may want to seek counseling temporarily, to get you over the hump. Then again you may have a physical cause to the change you are experiencing. I urge you Hope, to go get a check up, and don't take there is nothing wrong with you for an answer. You know how you feel and you want help to find what is going on, express that to your doctor or counselor and then do what they tell you to do, you know, follow through. You are not alone in this! Best of luck. Nana

Answer 5

I think....

After doing those exercises

It seems that your eyes are now used to look in different directions that's why it won't make eye contact on the camera

Or maybe you are just not looking at the lens

Or maybe you are thinking too much that you broke a nerve or something...

When you think that you did broke one, your mind will tell you that YOU DID broke one. That would explain why you're acting like that...It's highly psychological if that's the case...

Answer 6

you should try anyway to get yourself back to how u thought you looked like, maybe the feeling of you think not getting your eyes back is making you more depressed, trust me there is treatment with God, dont listen to people who say there is no treatment because that makes it seem that there is a dead end and by them trying to say to live your life at the same time, that is just so weird to think about. Jus have faith in God because you may think that there is no way to get yourself back to normal, people do change, but the pleasant thing to think about is that Jesus never changes he is and always was who he is and hang on him he will change you back to normal...Hope you feel better soon, just ask God, please change my eyes back to normal or whatever is wrong with you and he will he doesnt like to see you suffer...May God be with you, hold on to him and he is always holding on to you, hope you feel better very soon=)

Answer 7

You grow everyday, now its time for you to take charge of where you are heading. The past is the past, you can't change history, but you can take control of you here and now and plan for the future. Have fun along the way...

Answer 8

Usually there is an incident that sets off emotions. That or you are hormonal. Either way, it's normal. Don't sweat it.

Answer 9

You have angered the gods, sacrifice a burnt offering and all will be well.

Answer 10

Life...