Am I special, I cannot tell!
My heart is aching for no reason...
My mind is flowing free,
Why do I feel as if there's no end...
To the struggle within me?
I'm patient, But I wish things would hurry up,
And get better, My will is strong..
I'm trying to reach a point or acceptance,
In a town where I don't belong,
No jobs, No hope, No light at the end,
Of the tunnel in which I am caught,
Days passing by and I am no closer,
To the prosperity I have so long sought...
I'm sure Glad it's Christmas,
And not just another day,
The imminent Joy I have for Jesus,
Is helping me to see the way..
I must go to find my dreams,
Amidst an aura that claims I'll fail...
My question is this, If you were in a battle,
What would you do if you knew had to prevail?
Would you sit back and wait for oppurtunity,
Or would you tale hold of the reigns,
That controlled the Stallion you rode upon,
And kept you from going insane?
2006-12-25 03:35:03 · 10 answers · asked by 35 YEARS OF INTUITION 4 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
That's beautiful! You are very talented!
Hey, don't forget you have a world of people in here you can escape to.
I remember feeling the way you do...all through my teens and 20's even though I was really well off in those days too.
I think the world finally made sense when I found my husband and I got married...when my kids came along life just turned topsy turvy...I was happy and sad and confused etc. etc...but we always think there will be more and more and more....and really we have what we need right in front of us, all the time.
Don't keep looking at "the grass is greener" and the "what if's" and wonder what more you can do...do with what you have and find happiness in the world you are in rather than try to run from it.
It's finally dawned on me after all these decades that I am where I am meant to be and I have all that I need. I don't even WANT those things if they landed in my lap today.
Just tell youself you are going to make the most of the life and people around you and then go out there and put some life into your world. Just bringing happiness, joy and laughter into people's life is a bigger gift than anything material, than a thousand phoney people that come and go through your life can bring...beleive me, there is nothing in a 9-5 job where you are disposible after 20 years of contributing to that world...when you are suddenly out on your *** and abandoned...that's not the answer.
So even if it looks hopeless now...beleive me, 30 years from now you will wish for today again....*S*
Merry Christmas! Be happy and go out and celebrate the day.
2006-12-25 03:44:42 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
The main thing I would do is Chant the Holy names of God-
Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare (Maha Mantra, the great mantra for deliverance from suffering and illusion) This world is Maya (illusion) it is like a prison for the souls who left the blissful eternal spiritual abode. We think we can squeeze some kind of pleasure out of this place but that is as foolish as the prisoners in a jail trying to enjoy a prison house. only one fourth of all souls come to the material world (the less intelligent ones. The Vedic literature has all the answers to how to reach God who is situated in the core of your heart. Only the veils of illusion are covering your consciousness. go to krishnaculture. for complete understanding and go to gospelofthenazirenes. for the lost teachings of Jesus. Read The Gospel Of the Nazirenes the original New Testament before King Constantine misconstrued everything.
2006-12-25 04:48:44 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Not bad.
I'm not really a fan of poetry, although as a writer i have tried to write a bit.
I think your trying to fit in too many elements here. Say too many things. Yes, this definitely rambles a bit. and then there are the logical inconsistancies, like "If you were in a battle,
What would you do if you knew had to prevail?", obviously if you're in battle you have to prevail. Like wise in battle there really isn't much time to sit back (in the saddle?) and wait.
and then there'sn the part wher you go from formal speech to informal, "To the prosperity I have so long sought...
I'm sure Glad it's Christmas."
That's clunky dude.
Like i said not bad for freestyle. But I would definitely rewrite at least 3 times before trying to post it again.
Merry xmas, Bro, Feel better.
2006-12-25 03:47:46 · answer #3 · answered by Soundjata 5 · 0⤊ 2⤋
Good that you are beginning to want to take control of your life. people who are not taught good survival skills when they were young often go through the torture that you are currently experiencing. the funny thing is that the power is within you, and not obtained from an exterior source your using the Christmas season as a catalyst to action is fine, but realize that you have had the power all along.
2006-12-25 03:50:43 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
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2016-10-18 23:31:40 · answer #5 · answered by lander 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Remember that Jesus is the reason for the season,
God's most precious gift to man.
Find your strength in God,
for he will not place upon you
more than you can stand.
Dear One, I do understand your situation. Psalm 91 is your reassurance in times of trouble.
2006-12-25 03:53:10 · answer #6 · answered by Battlerattle06 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I shall prevail
and take hold of the reigns
and control the stallion i rode upon !
2006-12-25 03:38:48 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
Wow,you are depressed today,wish I could hug you.Probably not what you need ,maybe the only way I know to comfort someone.
Jig-saw puzzle?Takes a lot of concentration and staring while you thoughts wonder.Write a book? well ,I don't know but hugs to you.
2006-12-25 05:10:23 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
wow I don't really know..Nice writing though...Happy Holidays!!!
2006-12-25 03:44:42 · answer #9 · answered by *CiTsJuStMe* 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
u dream a lot...& u r always disappointed & hurt...take good care is all i hav to say...hope u find wat u seek..merry x-mas...
work towards ur dreams harder..
regards
2006-12-25 04:11:22 · answer #10 · answered by madness 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋