suicide............... or new beginning?

Question

What the **** is wrong with people in this world? violence, bigotry, hatred, child abuse and neglect and porn, homophobia. change will not come. two world wars proved that. 9-11, horrible event after horrible event and what have peoplke learned? Where are our priorities? this world has killed me. my system has failed. this christmas, i will leave, but............ you will stay. you all have a chance. don't let this world destroy you the way it did me. why do people want to try to stop me? who are they to determine my destiny? no one understands. people hide their pain, thru vulgar materialism ans immorality, and why? in the end, it doesn't matter when, or how you die, and it doesn't matter what you have, you are you..... you are ...... dust........ ashes. we are all in the same boat. all that matters is how you have lived, and loved. good luck to you all. Merry Christmas. that's right, i said christmas. no political correctness here anymore. i am me, and i will exit me, proud and gay

Answer 1

sir, you have been talking suicide for 6mos according to your answers history.. this is how you present yourself...
About me: I'm a open minded, free spirited, 20 year old from Cincinnati. I enjoy cooking, reading, and talking to you fine folks on Yahoo Answers. I get along with everyone, love making conversation and I adore meeting new, interesting people. Shopping is my hobby, and Orlando Bloom, Heath Ledger, and Madonna and Cher are my gods. I love those people. Oh, yeah, and Patrick Dempsey.

some of the answers you gave other people:

Being gay is the only thing I like about me. It's who I am, and I've learned that it's the greatest thing about me, because it means I am strong, and open, and free to love and be loved in a unique and beautiful way. I would rather take other pills, and die, then not be myself.
Yes. I was so depressed, I tried cutting, suicide, binge eating, the whole bag of horrors. The real question is... are you in the closet, and if so, are you considering yourself to be self- destructive? If so, you can get in touch with me.

Being gay can be a difficult life... why would anyone choose a difficult life? of course it's not a choice. Gay people are great. But, a lot of straight people seem to think they are unnatural. Why??? there is nothing wrong with gays. It's just who we are.


So read some of the things you,yourself have written and think about how long you have been thinking of suicide. If you really wanted to kill yourself, you would be dead by now... Get help, talk to someone, a counselor, a friend, anyone. Life is not that bad and the world owes you nothing. We all live in this same world as you with all these things going on around us and we are not all suicidal. I am an overweight female, people make fun of us all the time. My father is an alcoholic a s s and I have to take care of him, my mother is the biggest B I T C H anyone has ever met, I can go on and on for hours, but you know what ?? At the end of the day, i realize that no matter what, the world keeps turning. And it will keep turning if you decide to off yourself too. Yes, your family will be hurt and may even hate you for what you did. BUT their lives and everyone else's will go on. No one tries to stop you to determine your destiny, people try to stop you because it's a cowardly idiotic and VERY selfish thing to do. Suicide is no ones destiny kiddo. Think about it, and get help, you need it !!

Answer 2

Please do not kill yourself. All those things you listed are true and real. However, the chemicals in your brain have gone awry and - like a dominant monster - are causing you to focus on the scary negatives in the world.

I have attempted suicide about 7 times in my life and I can assure you, promise you, guarantee it, that each time, a day finally came when I was glad to be alive. If you feel you must do this thing, would you email me first so that we can talk? I'm 56 now and have been stable for 4 years. Life for me - it's good. I have a home and food and friends. Perhaps we can be friends, even if it's only for a short time...

Answer 3

Yes, the world is all those awful things and more, and - there are lots of good things about the world mixed in with all that.
The miracle of love, of spring unfolding every year, our human ability to connect and communicate with each other, the amazing advances of science and medicine. The physical comfort of our modern world. The individual beauty in every snowflake and flower.
I have been very, very depressed in my life and have learned that I have to be responsible for focusing my attention on positive things because when I focus on the negative I get overwhelmed by it.
Someone shared a joke on Answers recently about two kids, an optimist and a pessimist. On Christmas morning the pessimist awoke to a room full of toys and was despondent about having to buy batteries and read all the instructions. The optimist awoke to a room filled with horse crap and was delighted because "there has to be a pony around here somewhere". It's about perspective and attitude. We can't change the whole world, but we can change our perspective and attitude.

I urge you to seek help. Find a professional to talk to and get some meds. You are much to young to check out - and hey, there's another wonderful miracle that you and I both share an appreciation of - HEATH LEDGER. Now how can a world that produced him be all bad?? Please find someone in your area to help you.

A final note, my dad killed himself when I was 10. It shattered our entire extended family and now as an adult it still affects me. It was a terrible thing for him to do to his children, the most permanent and destructive abandonment that is possible. Think of the people who love you and what your suicide would mean to them.

Answer 4

Suicide is never an answer to anything. it is only more questions for those you leave behind. the guilt they have for what you did, all the woulda coulda shoulda's come out.
yes, the world is in a state of chais, but if you think of it, no matter which veiw on the beginnigs of Earth, it began with chaos. as i saw someone else point out, things have finally begun to slow down, as the proverbial spinning top. you start it and it whirls around fast and starts to slow, but there is always someone there to give it another hand by spinning it again.
it sounds like you needs that helping hand more then any right now. there is always someone to reach out to. a church councelor, a teacher, a family member, a friend, 911 or a hotline. you will thank yourself that you gave yourself this chance to be free of your burdens and going on with your life.

Answer 5

Being gay is not the worst thing that could happen to you. Your anger, attitude, is. It is wrong and it is standing in your way for a good life. No one is trying to determine your destiny...only you can do that, Whatever your system is that failed maybe due to your lack of determination, will power and guts.
Our priorities are: life, our God, our country, our work, our family, friends, pets, doctors, etc.
You say the world has killed you. You speak of 9-11. Perhaps the government failed to see what was going to happen or thought it would not happen. It's over, done with and life must move forward, to do that is to lay the past down to rest. Until you do you cannot possibly move forward.
People hide their pain for unknown reasons but most do not.
Those who choose material things in life is their choice for whatever reasons. You speak absolute truth regarding they cannot take it with them when they die.
Everyone on this earth has had to learn to cope with all things in life that comes their way. Struggles have been many for alot of us however we do not toss in the towel and give up.
We are all here for a reason and God did not want us to kill ourselves but learn from our hardships.
Why people want to try and stop you you ask. Because we care.
We know you can over come what is troubling you however giving up is not the answer. You must know if you kill yourself you will not go to heaven but you will be condemned to hell. It states this in the Bible. Ask yourself, "why would I want to burn in hell for eternity?' There is no bargaining there. Take a match and burn your fingure, can you take that over your body for eternity? I know I could not. Please wake up and do the right thing and live because it is not your time to go.
God Be With You and Merry Christmas too.

Answer 6

Hey doom and gloomer. You forget to mention that comunism fell in Europe with very little violence. The Berlin wall came down without a shot. The ammount of violence in the world is decreasing. Not fast enough but decreasing.

Get together with some other gay people for Christmas at a Metropolitan Community Church. Verbally vent your pain. Stick around it will get better.

Answer 7

It's just that the bonding between people seemed to be breaking. People are losing trust in others, or being too strong on their own views while ruling out the opposing opinions of others. Change will not come by itself unless there are people who are willing to make the change happen. I guess there are ones who will be tired of the world nowadays, but people will learn and change, be it either be good or bad. However, what is good or bad, right or wrong is just according to each person's view and it is not important. Try to decide what is important for yourself, what you want to accomplish, not according to anyone's ideal but yourself. No one can determine your destiny, the life is yours to decide on any decision.

Answer 8

Why do no longer precise wing Christians blow themselves up so as that they'd get to heaven speedier? consistent with risk they don't seem to verify? they seem rather knowledgable in explosives, having blown up abortion clinics, and being professional-conflict and professional-dying penalty, they do no longer look to have an aversion to violence. in basic terms wonderin' definitely US suicide bombers make no experience, because of the fact the purpose of a suicide bomber is to terrorize the civilian inhabitants (political act, no longer a militia strategies-set) and we are already terrorizing the civilian inhabitants in Iraq, so that's mindless.

Answer 9

i agree with you this country has a lot of problems, but sound like you do to. Suicide is not the answer,think of your family, more than that think of you sweet mother, she brought you into this world, and her love is the greatest love there is. She will stand by you when no one will. talk to her, your pastor, a counsler, or someone. You have a purpose for being here and you need to see that before you do something crazy. Please think about this and get help.

Answer 10

I don't see anything wrong with porn. I actually LIKE porn!

If you are proud, why would you exit? Learn to truly accept yourself rather than get in a funk over other people's perceived issues. I'm female and I like porn. Do you know how it makes me feel that you would pass judgment over my porn viewing habits? Oh, wait. It doesn't make me feel anything. I truly accept who I am and don't base my own feeling of worth on someone else's opinion. You should do the same. Just a thought.

~Morg~