i want to be a vampire, but how?

Question

ok i have to explain myself so you all don't think i'm nutso. ok first off, ever since i could remember i've liked blood, i liked the taste of it, the fact that it is the basis of human life, and the properties it has. next, i have always not liked the sun. it gives me headaches, and its hot, which i hate. i hate the heat. and last i have always been an outcast, different, and i like it that way. i am mostly considered strange by the fact that i could look at a grotesgue scene, blood, gory, whatever, and i fdon't flinh away, i mearly say "cool" or "awesome" which has gotten me slpped in the back of the head a few time when i said it in an inappropiate setting, so now all i need is how can i become one, if it possible, or am i doomed to my pathetic exsistance of feeling out of place in a singel minded world?

Answer 1

My dear, ignore these commoners. People who have the taint of vampirism in their essence often feel like outcasts, and regular people often shun them because regular people are our prey. It's like a herd of sheep shunnig a wolf. We are the wolves, and they are the sheep. That is why they try to downtrod you.

What you are experiencing is called an awakening. It's the time when the vampiric taint to your energy manifests itself. I was awakened when I was a senior in high school (I'm now 30). You can have a myriad of symptoms, including but not limited to: a taste for blood; light sensitivity; tiredness; mania; depression; extremes of emotion; telepathy; telekinesis; etc.

All vampires feed on life energy, and there are two ways a vampire does this. Sanguinarians (from the Latin root word "sangui-," meaning blood) are vampires who obtain the life energy of their victims by drinking their blood. Psi (prounounced sigh) vamps obtain the life energy of their victims in non-blood ways, such as touch, sex, or simply taking it with their mind. Some vampires are strictly sanguinarians, some vampires are strictly psi, and some vampires are a mixture of the two.

Vampirism itself can be a wonderful experience, but it's not called a curse for nothing. Vampires feel more, express more. We experience joy as ecstacy, and we experience sadness as gut-wrenching despair. We love with our entire being, and we hate just as strongly. We have access to amazing powers when we have fully fed, and we experience unbelievable pain when we have no donors or victims.

There are several things that are incorrect about vampires. Hollywood has ramped up what vampirism means to people nowadays. The truth is: we don't live forever; we are just as mortal as the next person; we can't shapeshift; we don't have to sleep in coffins; sunlight might be uncomfortable to some but it won't kill us; crucifixes don't injure us; we can't become invisible or fly; etc.

For a really good website on what vampirism is, check out:
http://www.sanguinarius.org

That website will give you a good place to start if you think you are awakening to your new vampire nature.

Answer 2

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Answer 3

First off, I am simply appalled at all of these answers...let me elaborate.

Vampires are real, but not in the sense that they can live forever and never see the sun again.

All the legends and movies and novels about vampires are purely fictional and hold no properties of truth to them at all.

If you are a vampire, you will simply know it. The fact that you like the taste of blood is nothing, I myself enjoy the perfect combination of salty and sweet, almost metallic flavor. That doesn't mean you're a vampire. But as you went on with your, what was it, an explanation? It sounded as if you have many of what we like to call the "symptoms and signs" of vampirism. Either you can ignore your dark side or you can embrace it. I chose to do the latter....you may not want to. If I were you, I would not. There are obvious advantages to being a vampire, but there are also obvious disadvantages. Things I would like to turn around if I had a chance. But after the things I have done I fear my soul will never be redeemed. So think things through before you plunge yourself into this dangerous lifestyle choice.

Answer 4

Ok, the tasting blood thing is a little gross, but if you can handle a lot of gore and stuff you should become a doctor and work the night shift at a hospital! Since you hate the heat and daytime so much you could move to Alaska...the days are pretty short there in the winter! You may not like being out in the sun, but can you honestly say that you would never want to see it again? To never see a sunrise or a sunset ever is pretty sad. I think you would get sick of being a vampire after a couple of centuries. You would eventually find that kind of life to be boring and unfulfilling. Not to mention the fact that you would have to look in your closet and under your coffin every morning to check for Blade and Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Oh, and since you couldn't have garlic, you would have to steer clear of italian food. Remember that some of the greatest people in history were outcasts in their lifetimes.

Answer 5

Vampires are NOT real. You need to grow up, and get out of this fantasy world that you are living in. Be the only thing possible in life that you can be: a human. And I've read/seen A LOT of vampire movies and books, they have big vocabularies, and they can spell.
Most people are different in their own way. Well, he*l, everyone is. And like you said earlier "blood is the basis of human life" Notice the "human" part. And the sun gives me headaches too, that's mostly likely because it is so bright. And guys (even some girls) like gory scenes like that. You are just a tomboy, or as they say, 'one of the guys'.
When I first met my husband, he had a fixation on vampires, he understands that they are not real, and just admires the art in the story.

Answer 6

First you would need to find a vampire.
I remember seeing on the History Channel a whole hour about vampires and how they exist today.
So I suggest going to New York underground night clubs where vampires love to meet up and party.

Actually, I hate the sun too. But that's mainly because I get heat stroke and irritation of the skin.
I have friends who laugh at gore. They find something amusing about it.
I also know people who are outcasts around "normal" people and not weird people like my friends and me.

I think what you need to know is that you're not the only one out there with "vampiric" characteristics.

Answer 7

Yes Virginia, there is a Vampyre! Well... first of all you could go to Louisiana or to San Francisco or San De mes to try to find a real Vampyre to turn you but...they would just probably kill you and eat you. So my advice to you is to become a human vampyre. There are many humans who go through what you are feeling... the blood lust, the macob of gruesome things, etc.

So... get into the Vampyre sean. First stop: Gothic clubs.
Sincerely,
Lord Malakye
1st Lt. to Angel
Rouge Clan, New York City

Answer 8

Since vampires are mythological creatures, you're out of luck.

There is a condition known as clinical vampirism, or Renfield's Syndrome (after the bug-eating toadie from Dracula). It's a psychological disorder, not a physical manifestation of vampirism. Usually it's a type of attachment disorder, often manifesting in self-mutilation or sexual perversions, such as blood play. Not safe or attractive behaviors, or in any way connected to actual vampires. It's also not a condition you have.

Basically, you sound like a kid with a high tolerance for gross images (normal), sensitive eyes (normal--especially if you are a light-eyed Caucasian), a fondness for comfortable temperatures (normal), conviction of and fondness for the idea of being an outcast (normal), and a liking for the taste of blood (not common, but not abnormal--watch anyone with a split lip or bloody nose. Unless you're licking maxi pads or drinking cow's blood out of Styrofoam butcher's trays, you are still completely normal).

You'll find your niche, you'll mature a little more, and you'll look back and laugh at yourself for asking this question.

Answer 9

Unless you happen to get bit by a vampire you are out of luck. Actually there are other people who like vampires and some of them have vampire sex fantasies that they sometimes act out. These people are few and far between, so I would advise u to not talk about this with your friends, until you can find some other friends who are into vampires. Did you see the episode of buffy the vampire slayer when she said to Angel "drink me"? that was so sexy and romantic.

Answer 10

Single-minded world, huh? Why don't you think about what you'd like to become if you'd never heard of vampires...which...by the way...are the figment of someone else's imagination. You WANT to be a vampire and your desires are convincing you that you were meant to be one. Why not focus your energy on something that will turn out to be a little more productive than blood-sucking?