I just can't understand why am i clinging to my unconsciousness. I know a lot of meditations that can make me aware, i know what to do to be aware, however, i just sit there smoking, doing anything. Am i afraid of meditating? I am afraid to lose myself.. my thoughts? The smoke somehow turns me into my unconsciousness. It is as if i am in a state of hypnosis while i am smoking.
I am not happy or joyous while being in the unconsiousness, but i am not being consciouss too. I am not living in the past nor the present nor the future, i am just in an unconsciouss state of mind.
I just don't understand why am i clinging to my unconsciousness while i don't like being in there.
Any comments would help.
2006-12-16
01:57:33
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