Am I Crazy??

Question

I'm only seventeen and I've been through my fair share? My father died when I was 5 and most everyone in my family has been deathly sick at one time or another. 2 years ago my family and I moved in with my grandmother and it was disastrous around that time i met a guy and we dated for ahwile then i lost my virginity to him He turned out to be a real jerk and i tried committing suicide over him i was put in the hospital for a week over it its a year later and im still in contact with my x and miss and love him dearly i have had another boyfriend and got pregnant by him and had a miscarriage so my life is pretty complicated. So i guess to sum it up lately i have been having a rough time even living ive been diagnosed with depression and am not on medication i also cut myself regularly and i cant get my mother to find me help I think im bipolar bc one minute ill be fine and then if something goes wrong i loose it i dunno if this is making any since but i really need help Is thins normal??

Answer 1

Get to a therapist or someone who will help you- a teacher, another adult, whoever. Go to someone who can help you. The teacher doesn't have to report as much as you think he does. Get some help so you can live a "normal" life. God bless.

Answer 2

No honey, you are NOT crazy! You are very young and have been through tremendous tragedy. However, you DO need to see a doctor ASAP to get the proper medication.

Depression and cutting are caused by brain chemical imbalances and are very hard to overcome without medication or intense nutritional therapy. Only a medical doctor can prescribe medicine and an insight-oriented psychiatrist would probably be the most helpful.

You have a lot of "stuff" to get off your chest and you need a professional outside of your family to help you do that. If your mom can't help you find a doctor, go to your school nurse, guidance counselor, or a trusted teacher. Someone WILL help you, just keep asking until you find what you need.

I have been where you are, although not with the same circumstances, and I know how hard it is to see any way out. PLEASE trust me when I tell you there IS.

You are valuable and deserve to be alive, happy, and healthy. Help is available, so please do whatever it takes to get it. Things will get better, you will grow and change, and you can overcome this.

Hang in there, sweetie, and best of luck! If you need to talk more, feel free to eMail me.

Answer 3

Depression is a very serious illness.
The most important thing for you to remember, is that IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT that you have it.
There are several medications out there. Please take the time to discuss them with your physician.
There are also many great web-sites, and support groups for people with depression.
Your life has given you a tough ride so far. If you live to be 80, you can still have 63 of the best years of your life ahead! Keep positive, keep the faith, and approach life on life's terms. Simply put, one day at a time.
Below are 2 web sites:
1) Guide to depression meds
2) Nat'l Alliance on Mental Illness
Good luck and GOD bless.

Answer 4

You've just had a verry rough time. I think the best benifit to you would be to find a support group, friend, councelor or trusted person to be with. Guessing that your mother won't get you help, I guess you have a parent who is stubborn, and doesn't have child-raising expirence. My mom is kinda like that, she thinks shes right 100% of the time, even though history proved her wrong almost 99% of the time. It really seems hopeless with that type, but anyways straighten out and in a bit you'll be in control of your own life

btw, use condoms every time, learn how to use them properly, they are soooo important, not just babies, but STD's too

Answer 5

You arent crazy.Do seek help..and think about it..your life just started..you have so much to see..so many people to meet..so many thing sto do..dont get caught up with simple minded people..jerks..be above all that..Make friends,real friends not lovers for a night.
Help others.volunteer to help women vixtims of abuse or homeless..you will see taht you are better off helping other than wasting time and your health with oppurnists and jerks.
You will see how important you can be to people who really has noone in life and being rejexted all the time.

Answer 6

you are very troubled i surjest finding some one you can trust to talk to, maybe a friend or school teacher or family member and then asking for some professional help. you bf seem to be a major cause to your problems though so maybe you should think abotu a little break until you better

please i wudnt ask that kind of question on here and expect a string of normal answers if some of the previous answers r n e thing to go by

Answer 7

Any parent can drop the ball, and unfortunately, it sounds like yours is doing exactly that. In spite of all the hardship you've mentioned, you still want someone else to give you the go-ahead to find help for yourself. You have a right to get help and I encourage you to do so. Ask a teacher, guidance counselor, clergyman, or health provider (doctor/nurse) for the help to get counseling or treatment. Don't ask yourself if you are crazy...ask yourself if you want to feel better and have better choices available to you.

REMEMBER -- You have the right to get the help you need. No one else can take that right away from you.

Answer 8

ive tried to commit suicide but my dad found me before i could he never sent me anywhere he just made me get homeschooling for a long time but i used to cut my wrists to but im totally cured ......i was always depressed because when i was little i was raped basically by this guy who told me it was ok this lasted from 6-10 years of age then he moved and someone told me it was wrong i never knew till then also school and stupid rumors and i was basically what they called a whore they were wrong it was just rumors ........ i decided that cutting my self was a total waste of time and that i should just get over it i don't deserve this at all. i got a good bf stopped doind drugs and i basically had no help from anyone except me........my own thereapy was myself the only problem i have now is the fact that i always feel dirty i only feel clean when it rains ...... i hope my story helped and i hope you will get happy and you should get rid of that guy hes not worth your time!

also im 17 almost 18 to so if you need to talk to someone you can talk to me = [e-mail] good luck!! if i did u can 2

Answer 9

we are all crazy , all people are crazy

crazy is fine, depressed is another thing
indeed you are depressed
i wish i could tell you the solution
but i too have none
all i know is you are thinking negatively about everything
if you start saying to yourself that you are important and that the world needs you
and that even though people used you, you will still stand up and let them know you can get throught it because you are worth it
then you can become a real person, a better thinking individual

Answer 10

don't try to self analyze yourself and self medicate ,too. try to see a social worker in your area and maybe they can help you find a way that they can recommend some doctors or professional who can help and assist you on your problems, i'm so sorry about your situation but no one can help you except yourself and trying to end it by cutting yourself is not a good solutions to the problem. try to be strong and see a doctor!! you have a lot of things to live for, like they say for every clouds there a silver lining behing it... good things will soon come and just as bad things come in bundles so are GOOD THINS AND YOU ARE OVER THE BAD THINGS AND GOOD DAYS ARE HERE....GOD BLESS