Is it even possible?
I just want to go back to California where I used to be, I don't want to be here, where everything happened that screwed up my life.
I've hurt myself, and other people, it seems like no one cares, not like they ever have, they could just say I was a mistake, I know the truth.
I know what really went on.
I don't want to live like this anymore.
I don't want to live at all.
I want to go away, I want to be in a better place.
I want to run away.
I'm only 13.
I want to go back to California so bad. Without anyone, I want to go alone, I want to be alone, I want to get away from these people.
I miss normalcy so much.
I need to go back.
I need to go back.
If I don't go back I won't last another year.
I need to go back.
"If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
snow patrol.
2006-12-14 05:46:20 · 9 answers · asked by ace 2 in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
I'm already a Christian.
2006-12-14 06:33:33 · update #1
move fromw here you live
2006-12-14 05:55:37 · answer #1 · answered by Cheesy Stuff 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Just take a chill pill and everything will be OK. When I was 13 I felt the same way as you do. I am 27 now and I would give anything if I could be 13 again and not have to go to work every day and to not have all the responsibility I have now. When you are young you have all the dreams of how things are going to be so much better when you get older and get out on your own. But in reality all that happens when you grow up is you get a job and mindlessly go to work every day like a zombie. Live while you are young. Don't ever grow up. Don't wish your life away. Have as many girlfriends/boyfriends as you can before you marry. Listen to your parents, they really do know whats best for you. If you run away how will you provide for yourself. If you run away you will have to grow up in a hurry. The outside world is a cut throat world that will chew you up and spit you out in a heat beat. Be patient and have fun while you are young, just don't wish your life away. Take my advice I wished my life away when I was your age and I was forced to grow up before I wanted to and now I am stuck with a wife and 2 kids and a boring job. Have fun, stay young, go to college, and don't wish your life away. Cause if you think your life sucks now, then you just keep wishing your life away and you'll see how bad life sucks out in the real world. Hang in there it will be OK.
2006-12-14 06:05:26 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
13 is hard I know thing are so out of it everything is going wrong. but their is one thing you are not thinking about is that you have your life to live and change in to what ever you what it to be if you don't like it change it. I don't mean run away. I don't know what happien but if it was that bad then do something about it don't just take it be the strong one not the weak one. I know you're not weak or you would have not wrote this stand up you want some one to care will you now have one. Hi my name is erica Hasey And I care about you I live in washington and I know you can stand up for yourself you are a strong person. Never run because it will always come with you I know I was a run away as a kid. Be strong now make you stronger later. I have two daughter one is almost 16 and the other is 11 and some time they hate me and sometime they love me but one thing they do is not to run be strong. Please you could be hurt Their is people out their that would miss you and that now would also be me
2006-12-14 06:07:15 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Being more positive is always helpful. Don't run away. Please! And don't hurt yourself. Trust me, it won't solve anything and you will hurt lots of people. I care about you. And you know what Jesus cares about you too. All you have to do is accept Christ, admit you are a sinner, and ask forgiveness of your sins. God has turned my life around. Running away is not the answer. You have to face your problems and confront them. You can't run away from everything in life. You can turn your back on your problems but you will feel better if you overcome them. Please, if you need anything, ask for help from someone you trust. If you can't trust anyone, go to a church and tell a pastor what you are feeling. Or tell a teacher. Talking will help you overcome things. I felt the same way when I was 14 and you know what, I don't feel that way now. Things turned around for me and I didn't run away from my problems. I'm 26 and I have a family of my own now and I am happy. What seems like it may be an answer now is not. Please, if you need anything, seek me out on answers and I will help you. I do care about you.
2006-12-14 06:00:32 · answer #4 · answered by Kristen H 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Try Jesus. Ask Him to help you, to forgive you and to come into your life to make it better. He has never turned anyone down and has healed many people of what has harmed them. You must want it sincerely, though, because if you don't mean it, then nothing will happen.
Try this prayer:
"Lord Jesus, I have made a mess of my life and I need to change it. Please forgive me for all the things I have done wrong. I thank you for loving me and dying for me on the cross. I give myself to you now for you to make whatever you want out of the rest of my life. Please lead me and guide me into the way I should go. Thank you for answering this prayer. In Jesus' name, amen".
If you have done this then you are a new person inside and Jesus lives there now to help you every day as you go on. You need to find a Bible believing church and attend there to have fellowship with other believers and to grow in Christ. Get a Bible and read it and pray to the Lord every day to grow stronger in Him. He will take you where you have never dreamed. I hope this has helped you.
2006-12-14 05:59:27 · answer #5 · answered by Captain Cupcake 6 · 1⤊ 1⤋
confident, i think of all of us get that awaken call at some point. Lidybeff, o.k. achieved, because of the fact the previous asserting is going, 'each little thing happens for a reason', congratulations. super artistic endeavors by using the way.
2016-10-05 07:42:20 · answer #6 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
what in your life is so bad right now? you still have your life. your only 13 it gets better as you go. so get some strangth in you and take the world head on.
2006-12-14 05:52:14 · answer #7 · answered by line6_2006 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Take a deep breath and take a long walk
2006-12-14 06:00:21 · answer #8 · answered by evertalall 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
sounds like you are depressed plz get help before you hurt yourself, you are only 13 you have yout whole life ahead of you, it will get better.
2006-12-14 05:50:13 · answer #9 · answered by Dolphin 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋