Help with a song!!!!!! (country)?

Question

I haven't heard it for years. But it's about a man who's father has passed away, he hasn't seen him in a long time and he thinks about all the time he never had his father. When he goes to the funeral he looks up at figure of Jesus, hands outstretched and realized he had a father all along he was just looking in the wrong place. It's a beautiful song and I can't remember the name or who did it. Thanks for your help!

Answer 1

Finally found it! :)

"I Love You This Much" by Jimmy Wayne.

Here's the lyrics:

He can't remember the times that he thought
Does my daddy love me? Probably not
But that didn't stop him from wishing that he did
Didn't keep from wanting or worshiping him

He guesses he saw him about once a year
He could still feel the way he felt standing in tears
Stretching his arms out as far as they'd go
Whispering daddy, I want you to know

I love you this much and I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind, do you love me too?
However long it takes, I'm never giving up
No matter what, I love you this much

He grew to hate him for what he had done
Cause what kind of a father could do that to his son
He said 'damn you daddy' the day that he died
The man didn't blink but the little boy cried

I love you this much and I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind, do you love me too?
However long it takes I'm never giving up
No matter what, I love you this much

Half way through the service while the choir sand a hymn
He looked up above the preacher and he sat and stared at Him
He said "Forgive me father" when he realized
That he been unloved or alone all his life
His arms were stretched out as far as they'd go
Nailed to the cross, for the whole world to know

I love you this much and I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind, do you love me too?
However long it takes I'm never giving up
No matter what, I love you this much

Answer 2

Would it be You're Leading me Dad? Is that it?

Answer 3

You should let us know when you find out.