i have very very strong depression!and i need somebody to help me how to get rid of it!?

Question

i was soooooo happy befor when i was 7-15 but its been like 2 years iam so depress! i dont know what's wrong with me!
sometimes im sooooo happy but maybe like next 5 second i would be sooooooo angry!!!
that's crazy!
i was really proud of myself about when i was 7-15 but after that time im realllllllllly hate myself really hate myself!!!
i think every thing i do is stupid the way i look the way i talk the way i walk everything.....
can somebody help me out to get rid of it!?
to be happy?
u know evrytime im thinking about suicide!and im really hate my life!
if i can change my life i would seriously kill myslef!

Answer 1

I think you have a hormone problem, and low self esteem. Things are probably not as bad as you "perceive" them to be. 17 is a funky age for some people. You are not quite a kid and not quite an adult. Your in a mid stream of emotions and it is not an easy time for you. Be kinder to yourself. Everybody unless they are drop dead gorgeous has felt like they looked ugly or stupid at one time or another, and it too shall pass. Focus on accepting the fact you may not be perfect. uh lets see who is? NO One. Okay with that past us what is one positive step you can take each day to make a small change that will lead to the you you'd like to be. Let's start that....no time like the present. Redirect that inter negative energy that is driving you crazy and turn it in to what works to make you better. It is not out of your grasp you are the master of your ship. So you go and when the times come and you feel low down, read this and know someone believes in the power of YOU! You'll be fine TRY!

Answer 2

I think that you should really try to focus on the future and where you want to go in life, your dreams and what you wish for. That will hopefully take your mind off of "now". Pick out a plan for yourself and stay on it and do not let anything get in your way. Another really important thing is to help someone else you know who is hurting and help them however you can. This will make at last 2 people feel better---you and them.

Answer 3

Please get help and get it fast. Talk to a parent or a friend...I have felt that way so has my son he is 27 now and just starting on a new path in life...it is called bi-polar or manic depression. Please you are about the exact age that we both experienced deep depression. Yes it is a horrible thing. My son goes in and out since he was about 17. I am not saying that you are bi-polar but it sounds so similar to how we feel at times. I was hospitalized twice in my life once at 23 and another at about 31. I am now 49 and living a happier life. Yes life brings everyone troubles..and we feel so alone they didn't even know what i had back then. But believe me the second time i was in the hospital I had a great psychiatrist who told me what I had and instantly put me on lithium a mood stabilizer. I and my son take something called Lamictal which is the replacement for lithium. It works great but please go and see someone you are a precious person no matter what u think. I have been through hell ...my son was my main concern he wanted to comit suicide many times once he was missing ....I panicked and called 911 and found that the police had found him walking to an overpass and he told them he just wanted to jump into the traffic. they took him to the hospital you don't know how much you really mean to people your parents or relatives love you. People are just to busy to stop and notice...you need to desperately tell someone and get the right doctor or therapist to diagnos you. I know you are young...if any of my children came to harm or comitted suicide I could not go on living myself...I always told my son if he ever followed through with it he might as well take me with him. Also we found a support group and have made lasting friends who know just how we feel they have the same problems..everyone is different but we are accepted there because no one judges you. Please take me seriously I wish you were here in front of me because I would know just what to do to get you some help and talk with you. Please let me know how you are doing ok....my name is sherry and my son's name is chris....please e-mail me if you feel like it [e-mail]. It is a horrible and scary feeling depression and comes in all shapes and sizes...do not do anything to harm yourself please call for help it is out there for you, and don't feel ashamed my doctor told me once that if you had cancer or the flu would you not see the doctor or be ashamed to tell someone....and it really stuck with me. You do not realize how many people feel like this everyone seems happy believe me they are not always they hide it. The majority of people are on medications, actually I am happy now and I went back to college and am working on a masters in psychology...yes I have been there and I know I can help others by listening to them.

Answer 4

First of all killing ones self doesn't end misery it only makes it worse. We are eternal spirit souls, part and parcel of the Supreme Soul also known as Krishna, Allah, Jehovah, Vishnu, etc. We never die just the body dies. If one kills their body before they are meant to leave this world then they become a miserable ghost who incessantly thinks of their misery they where thinking at the time they died. They have no senses to enjoy so they try to posses others bodies. No one sees or hears them so they are very lonely and extremely afraid and miserable. So that is not the answer. The only thing that can completely relieve one of all misery and depression is to reconnect wtih the Absolute Truth Our Creator. The quickest and easiest way to do that is to chant the Maha Mantra Which is comprised of Gods names which put you in direct contact with Him. go to krishnaculture. for complete details. Read the Bhagavad Gita As it is by Bhaktivedanta Prabhupada and understand the meaning and purpose of life. This is the only real answer to your problems.

Answer 5

From your description you may be suffering from clinical depression.

Recommendations:

Firstly, go see your family physician...if you don't have one, or the money, most communities offer low cost/no cost mental health clinics. Medication can work...it won't be miraculous, but they can help. Secondly, talk with a school counselor for a referral, many school districts employ a psychologist.

What ever route you decide upon is based on action...take care of yourself.

Answer 6

You do need support. My advise is to go to a professional first then to your other means of support...family, friends, and others. From what you have written you could be suffering from bipolar disease. Talking to a professional would be your best bet at the present stage you are in.

Answer 7

go talk to a psychologist..go seek help from family,,go seek help at the church...go seek help from your school teachers.


you need support at this moment..isolating your self and your feelings and refusing to seek support will only make things worse for yourself.

if you allow other people to get into your life and help you...you will not be lonely any more and you will feel better with yourself..

hope this helps

Answer 8

Change your Number via your mobilephone manufacturer and ensure he does not get ur new quantity. If he's stressful u and harrassing u at paintings, inform ur boss approximately it.. Hope I helped!!

Answer 9

Actually, you will help yourself when you turn 19...all that crap just goes away, and becomes something different.

You're just growing up (count your blessings!)
Sweet Dreams