depression?

Question

all i do 24/7 is sit in my room feeling lonely and left out and i have know-one to go hang with, i cant leave my house alone, i don't feel safe and i don't know what to do with my life.., I'm always depressed pretty much, to me i don't even have a mum, my dad is gone off with some girl, so I'm living at my nan's house. and i've never had a girlfriend nor a true friend that don't just stubs me in the back =(

ill kill my self before i ever drink, smoke or every do drugs =\

also I've try'ed to kill my self off, but have failed

school couselor? waste of time i'll pretty much get to f**k off and get back to class =\

Answer 1

awwwww email me and ill be your mate
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Answer 2

Perhaps you should do some volunteer work in your community. Not only would you begin to feel better about yourself but you could also help others feel better about themselves. There are a lot of agencies that would like to have additional help, ie: Homeless Shelters, Food Banks etc., and this also gives people an idea of how good they actually have it in live seeing others less fortunate then themselves. Or if you have any special interests then join a group or club that would fit it, you will meet people with the same interests immediately and may be able to meet some people whom you would like to befriend and they you. Good luck in overcoming you bout of depression, and although it may be difficult at times be grateful for what you do have. There are a lot of people who do not have the opportunity to live with their Nan's and would give their eye teeth to be in your shoes.

Answer 3

you didn't say how old you are but you sound young. can you talk with your school couselor at school? have you tried talking with your nan and telling her how you feel? i would (and have) start walking outside a little each day even if at first you are sitting on the porch out
side you would not believe howmuch that will help. but you need to seek out some help and get out there and experience life it can be an awsome adventure keep up posted god bless!!! also listening to music (calm) helps one to relax. i felt like when i was growing up music became my best friend for awhile still is but you need to get out.

Answer 4

Can you go join something, gym, golf, bowling something to keep you busy where you can make some friends. Do you have any other family members you can confide in and talk to? Church groups, a therapist someone who can steer you in the right direction. There are so many roads you can travel that can open your eyes to something you might truly love. Don't give up, here's a hug for ya hang in there!! God Bless!!
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Answer 5

I would really see a doctor. I have struggled with depression. I am taking Prozac and it really opened my eyes. I could finally see all the beautiful colors around me. I think depression can be out of our control and we need help.
And if your still in high school, believe me hang in there, life is so much better after high school. If you don't believe me- Ask others. It is a totally different world after high school is over.
Good luck, and god Bless

Answer 6

That must be awful. Hang out by yourelf, sneak out to see a movie, walk the mall, see other family members, or do something other than not getting into drugs or thinking of suicide. You can email me at [e-mail].

Answer 7

Can't you talk to a professional about your depression? Your gramma can probably help you somehow don't you think? You need to seek help somehow and find someone you can trust before you do something stupid. You must try to focus on positive things and especially positive things about yourself. Ask God to help you - he listens to his children. Please get up the courage to find ways to help yourself rather than giving up. I wish I could help you more.

Answer 8

well just try and make some friends at school that have something in common with you and about your dad thats pretty low for a parent to do

Answer 9

aww.. i feel like that sometimes too. it will be ok. dont try to do anything to hurt yourself again. and yeah no drugs and stuff. it wont help. IM me or e-mail if you wanna talk ok [e-mail]

Answer 10

dont worry man, i am a grad student; i work 18hrs a day for a meagre stipend and people tell me that the univ is doing me a huge favour by keeping me alive; i am trying to pick up the courage to kill myself; you try the same thing. CONGRATULATIONS FOR HAVING THE COURAGE TO AT LEAST TRY KILLING YOURSELF; ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS KEEP TRYING.