how should i finish my poem?

Question

Why cant’ I deeply love?? (a)
For each action I take I feel vacillate(b)
As if a barrier was blocking my faith(b)
Of a loving prove(a)
I would merely disapprove(a)
There is no perfect candidate(b)
And no need for debate(b)
We should modestly approve(a)

I will come across him one day(c)
My heart only will stumble(d)
It will only speak truth(e)
.....this as to match wit c
......this as to match wit d
....this as to match wit e

yes it is a italian sonnet poem i have a little difficulty to finish the end tough

Answer 1

He thought answer my questions...
questo giorno venderò il mio cuore
(which means this day will sell my heart)

Answer 2

Maybe something such as Oh god let me see through the shallow deceptive womb. The blinding lies that kill me, Let me break through the walls that bind me, or the painful arms that confine me.

Answer 3

Not one thought I will stray
To walk blind and fumble
The light as life burdens to an single fruit

Answer 4

For this is why I pray
That before my bones will crumble
You will come to me in proof

Answer 5

end it with a suicide note.