For 6 years I wanted to kill my self .I come from pure contry and now I am for 2 yerars in US and is same .?

Question

I came to USa houping that my feelings about killing my self will change but I feel same after 2 years in USA .I am person that helpps everybady and so many people love me because of what I did and what I do in everyday life .What is keeping me a life is love that my family and friends have for me and I am having hard time to hurt them with killing my self .Please if you konw what is wron with me helpp me because I am feeling that I can not handel my self any more to be alive .
Thank you for reding .
Best wishis in your life .
Sincerely
Kushtrim

Answer 1

Sweetheart please don't even think of suicide. My Dad did that when I was a child and it hurts the people you love forever. I was almost twelve at the time and now I'm fifty six and never have I gotten over it completely. As I think back I really believe he was suffering from depression. In the 60's there wasn't a lot of studies on depression. If it were today maybe his life and our lives could have been different. So please honey for all the people that you love and that love you please just see your doctor. He'll give you some medication that will make you feel good again. I was surprised when my sister told me that she was taking medicine for depression. By looking at her I never would have known that she had been depressed one day in her life. She's always the life of the party. I'll be praying for you Sweetie.

Answer 2

Life is hard, it will always have hard times. I went through wanting to end my life when I was about 16, thank goodness I didn't. I now have my own home a wonderful husband and 3 boys I could not live without.
Changing countries does not make emotional problems, or clinical depression go away. I have been diagnosed as a manic depressive since I was 15, and 14 years later, I still have depression- even though I take medication, but my view of life is so different, the bad things in life don't go away, but you can learn to heal them.
Anyways, I suggest you contact a local counselor, or a suicide hotline. Suicide is a weak, selfish way out- you will hurt everyone. And once its done, you cant take it back- YOU CAN"T COME BACK!! Smile, enjoy life and talk to someone. Life is worth living!!

Answer 3

I'm very sorry that you feel this way.

I want to ask you to not do it, please, it will hurt the people you leave behind forever, and they will always feel bad because of it.

No one here can help you, really. All we can do is tell you to please think about it. You will have to be the one to find a way out of your darkness...I believe you can do it.

Being depressed is serious, but there is help for it. I have had feelings like you, but I gave myself time to get better.

Now I adopted two children and my life has more meaning. If I had killed myself I would have missed this chance to do what I am doing.

I have faith things will get better for you. Life can be tough, but it is worth living if you can just believe it.

I wish you the best and I hope you come back here and let us know that you are still with us.

Blessings to you, and take care...

Answer 4

Greeting my Friend and peace to you and your family.
I was concerned to hear that you want to end your life. After being so helpful to others. The life we are given to live out before God is unique and special. You my Friend have a Love and friendship that only you can give and with all the people in the world today it won't be better without you ,because the Lord made you to go out and possess life . Your absents would create a void in the universe, so live my Friend live.

Answer 5

Killing yourself is not a solution, ever. I am very sorry that you feel this way. I hope that you will consider finding a good counselor in your area that can help you figure out why you feel the way you do. It sounds like that you are depressed with life, but there is help for depression. Seek help at a church or with a professional who can help you become stable. Don't give up hope for a better tomorrow. Take care and God bless.

Answer 6

Well you seem to be fitting in well with American culture, what with your asking strangers on the internet important life-changing questions and all. Go talk to real professionals about this. No smart-alec on the internet (like myself) is going to be able to help you in this most dire of situations. Get a phone book and look up "Psychiatric Help." You should find something there. Have a wonderful day, brother.

Answer 7

Well first of all, why do you want to kill yourself? What makes you so sad about your life? You may just be depressed and not even know it. many people are in depression without even knowing it. You should see a psychologist or therapist imediatly. Dont do anything crazy, its not worth it. Tomarow is always a new day for you, remember that!

Answer 8

Man, what a question to put in the psychology section.

I must say that there's no way for me to directly answer your question, and I doubt that anyone could. You need to answer it yourself.
Here's a good question: Why do you help others so much? Is it because you want to find more meaning to life? Did you think that helping others would give you meaning?
Another good one: Why can you not handle yourself being alive? Is it because you want something, but cannot have it? Is it because you need something? If so, what is that something?

here's my e-mail if you want: [e-mail]

Answer 9

It's not only a country that we live in that could cause such depressions and suicide feelings. It could be that pain-full memory's are tormenting you. Maybe it's something else you might not easily point out. Obviously you're traumatized by something. Maybe something that happened in the country you used to live in? I wish you luck with this aw-full situation you are in. Fortunately you have friends and family that loves and support you. Good luck.

Answer 10

Running from your emotions is like trying to run from your left hand. You can't run from them, they're always right there. You have to clean it up, you have to sit down and figure out what you have to do to feel good. Write out " I am so happy and grateful now that ______" and list everything you want for yourself in life, exactly how you want it to be. You'll be amazed at what happens within a month.