I have to ask this as a question or they will delete this...As I tread in new waters, I have been challenged by some of you to grow out of pain, be stronger, and let go of the rocks that weigh me down...so here is the beginning of the new journey.
WTF happened!
Why did you leave and not tell why
Secrets told to you, I gave you my heart
I wanted to give it all but I was insecure
Waiting to see if you would receive it all
You left me rejected when all I wanted to do was love
Make you first…fulfill your dreams, fantasies
And support your goals
Soul Mates?
So I couldn’t be your mate
Soul Friends?
I wanted to give you a lifetime of friendship love then
No, you would have nothing of it
I made huge mistakes, and you left my side
In this abyss and void…you left it
You ripped my heart out and left it to desiccate
Nothing to explain it!
2006-11-29 05:21:14 · 11 answers · asked by Batman has left the building 3 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
And yet I wake up a new
Putting my love into my family
My life time friends who will stand beside me
My friends that are in this moment only
New lives yet untouched
As I brush up my soul against them
I labor on struggling at that
And I must release you
These pieces are left scattered
Never to build something better
So I go to build new pots new sculptures
Of frost, soil, water, mud, and wind
Yes my heart is willing to fill up again
Wait! was that coming?
Ah it is the rest of my being until end
Farewell gentle but vicious one
Find your dreams, goals, and fantasies
Our paths shall not cross
And it was just a memory in the wind.
2006-11-29 05:21:34 · update #1
oops my thoughts meant to say:
"Of frost, soil, water, fire, and wind"
2006-11-29 05:43:30 · update #2
And..
"Wait! what is that coming?"
2006-11-29 06:12:24 · update #3
You can give your heart but sometimes that is not enough to sustain what you wanted and what you now no longer have. It's a take all or have nothing type of situation with a hidden underlying stipulation that something does come out of it, and that's pain, longing, and regret. Sometimes we want to hold on because for some reason or another many of us hold faith and hope in things that might never come to be or that are just not good for us because emotion rules over all of our good reasoning and logic and just that ounce of hope keeps us going when the pain makes us want to give up. However, the best thing we can do for ourselves is to let go and move on. Even if we can't completely become numb to our feelings, we can at least learn to move on to some extent and dull it from creeping into our every waking moment by accepting it for what it was, what it is, and unfortunately what it will never be. I hope that you are able to find some sort of peace of mind from this whole ordeal even if you aren't able to get the closure that you desperately need.
2006-11-29 05:52:26 · answer #1 · answered by serenity113001 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Friends come and go within our lives and it's not for us to ask why but to cherish every minute had and every day loved. They are a blessing and a life's fulfillment and at times the love given them is stronger than our families. The hurt inflicted by a friend is sometimes never forgotten, but always forgiven in love. Love is what makes us, love can break us. We know this, yet forge new friendships throughout our lives, once again, putting heart and soul on a sleeve for all to see.
2006-11-29 05:31:58 · answer #2 · answered by JustMe 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
maybe if this friendship would of happened at a different time and place in your life it would of lasted or maybe blossomed into something stronger. We never no what life has in store for us, we just have to go with the flow and hope that the out come is something that we can live with.
2006-11-29 12:22:08 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Everything does happen for a reason. Sounds like you're going through some heartache at the moment, but this too shall pass!!! And you'll be stronger and wiser for it.
Good luck!
2006-11-29 07:33:52 · answer #4 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
A journey begins with one step. I hope you find what you are searching for, but just remember to settle is not the way to happiness.
2006-11-30 05:00:22 · answer #5 · answered by Pardonne Moi? 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
You write well Batman, and to think I only thought you drove a cool car.
Best wishes for you through your journey :)
2006-11-30 04:27:07 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Well you know what I always say. This is the way it was supposed to be. Perhaps sad but true.
2006-11-29 07:09:22 · answer #7 · answered by JustMe 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'm going to share with you something that was shared with me when I was where you are. I'm hoping you're ready to read it and that it will help you to choose again some day... and think about what you are truly seeking in a partner:
http://www.oriahmountaindreamer.com/
Welcome back... and best to you...
2006-11-29 05:56:24 · answer #8 · answered by thegirlwholovedbrains 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
This is REALLY, REALLY good. I wish I could write anywhere NEAR as good.
2006-11-29 13:17:41 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'm praying for you
2006-11-29 05:31:28 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋