suicide...?

Question

I know people who post about suicide on here are generally just made fun of and/or told to just go die... or are told they are doing it for the attention... I apparantly dont want any of those...

... so yeah ... I want to kill myself.. soon.. I'm a 15 year old girl.. I have nothing to live for... people who've told me they cared just ended up being jerks.. most of my friends have deserted me ... my family... I just don't know

I dont think lifes worth it.. seriously .. all the crap we have to put up its not worth it..

i dunno why I'm posting this... I guess I want someone to talk me out of it...

Answer 1

If you're serious about this...then I suggest DO NOT DO IT!!

Committing suicide is not worth it. Life has its ups and downs. Why committ suicide when there are better things in store for you in the future?! Why waste your 15 years and put it all down the drain? I seriously think you need to go to a psychologist first and seek some therapy.

Get help. Fast. And stay alive!

Answer 2

hey,that's easy because you have no guarantees of the rest of the day much less tomorrow.you were not put on this earth by choice,so you don't have the choice about ending your life,and if you did then you will leave someone to grieve for the rest of their life.life is not about what it can give you,but what can you give it.you see, i am lonely and instead of thinking like you,i am talking with you,which is positive.you see a total stranger seeks your conversation and opinion.i look at it like this,go to your favorite store and count the people you know.i think you will count few which shows you how small you are and how many people you could get to know.i would never kill myself,but i know how some people can slip into the negative.you were given your life,not the right to end it.

Answer 3

I've been where you're at. You need to understand that you're only 15 years old. You're living the hardest years of your whole life right now and things WILL get better. I promise.

It's hard during these years because you're just starting to get to know who you are. Unfortunately all your friends are going through the same thing as well, so friends drift apart and the world seems like a strange and scary place.

The loneliness you're feeling right now is completely normal because it always feels like you're the only one going through the teenage drama.

Just concentrate on your studies, get good grades, get involved with some clubs or activities in school. If you stay busy the time will fly by and the next thing you know life will seem better.

Answer 4

You have been given the gift of life and have the tools to live it. Only cowards commit suicide, and you are NOT a coward. If people are deserting you, and if family is cruel to you, you need to rise above it all and be the best you can be. A motto I like very much in dealing with those who treat me badly is :"Success is the best revenge." By being successful, you will drive those who dislike you nuts, and that will be pleasurable for you. I can attest to that from experience. So, do not give up on yourself even if everyone else you know does. Show them!! Be a success and get your sweet revenge. Good luck.

Chow!!

Answer 5

Life is always worth living, you end it, thats it, its gone. No matter what problem you have there is ALWAYS a solution. Thats what makes life good. You cant feel the completeness of it until you have hit rock bottom and slowly made your way back to the top and happy.
Friends come and go, thats just life. Family will always be there, yeh they may be angry or what ever but they will be there.
Suicide is really selfish. Seek help. There are government departments to help you with everything from suicide to family issues.

Answer 6

OK I'll give talking you out of it a try.
You don't think lifes worth it, but you are only 15. Give it a chance. You haven't even begun to live, so how can you decide it isn't worth it?
You feel like you have been abandoned, but aren't you abandoning yourself? I promise you, as soon as you start accepting yourself, & loving yourself, you will find yourself surrounded by others who care about you.

I am a 55yo man, & boy what I would give to be 15 again. I'd even come back as a girl if it mean't that I could be 15 again. Did that make you laugh a little? It was mean't to.

I have thought of suicide from time to time, & what stops me is this. 1) I realise that when I am feeling down like you are, that it's only temporary. Suicide is PERMANENT!
2) What form of suicide appeals to you? Could it be jumping from a high place without a parachute? Hanging from a rope in the basement? Overdose of pills? Whatever it is, you could screw it up, & survive. Maybe survive as a vegetable stuck in a hospital bed for the rest of your life with tubes stuck in your arms. Unable to breath on your own, & totally disabled to the point where you can't even reach over & unplug your respirator. Would that improve things in your life from where they are now?
Would your friends come & visit you in the hospital? Maybe for awhile, but eventually your days would be filled with long periods of lonliness & boredom, & there wouldn't be a darn thing you could do about it.

There is something that you can do about your situation now though. Tell someone. Tell an adult, one of your parents, or a school councellor, or a teacher you really trust. Where I live we have a phone line kids can call & get help on any number of things including thoughts of suicide. (Kids Help Phone http://www.kidshelpphone.ca/en/home.asp) If you can't get access to that in your area then try searching for local help on the internet or your Yellow Pages.

If you can get total strangers on this site to care about you, then can you imagine the response you would get from those who know about you? Just tell them about it, & give them a chance.

Best of Luck. I hope you feel better about yourself soon.

Answer 7

Let me tell you this from the Parental Point of view --

ALL Teens are moody buggers -- they just are -- that is the nature of the raging hormones within your body that is making all those changes towards your adult body and self.

at 15 -- you have NOT even begun to experience LIFE -- and all the Responsibilities and Consequences that go along with it -- and it just gets HARDER as one goes on in age -- more Responsibility, a Family -- the others who rely on YOUR strength for their every day needs.

EVERY ONE puts up with the bad (crap) -- that is a part of life. YOU are sheltered right now -- and yes, the adults around you DO care -- that is why they put down RULES for you to follow to be in the home -- The RULES are their way of CARING -- they WANT to you grow up to BE a Responsible, Caring ADULT who can live INDEPENDENTLY and NOT be a drain on society.

LIFE is worth it when you choose to make it worth it -- and CHOICE is what makes us human. To make a CHOICE -- you are ALIVE -- and that DOES affirm the HUMANITY in you.

As a HUMAN -- it is Human Nature to VALUE life -- and to want to live it to the fullest. Being in the middle of the confusion of hormones -- you are right now concentrating on the bad side of these feelings -- and not thinking how VALUABLE your life really is.

We ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE -- and we need to LIVE it to the FULLEST -- and that means we need to take charge and be the BEST that we can be.

We can NOT do that when we take our own lives -- the LIFE ends, and there are NO tomorrows .. NO more choices - - no opportunities -- NOTHING -- the GIFT of LIFE -- the GIFT of Free Choice -- the GIFT of A tomorrow -- ALL is gone in an instant -- a VERY SELFISH way to end the GIFT that we are ....

DO NOT Take your life -- you are JUST a baby right now ... and that LIFE is just that -- let yourself GROW and BECOME -- what you were given by the Gods to be ...

Answer 8

I really do want to talk you out of it, because even when life sucks and it often does, suicide is too permanent. There is no coming back. There is no birthdays, Christmas, the smell of chocolate, or a nice purfume. It is forever.
Why do I want to talk you out of it? Perhaps it is because I am selfish. My mother shot herself to death when I was eleven years old and although I am pretty old now, I went through life without having a mom, and I sometimes wondered if it was my fault.
Please don't check out, things do work out, just not right away, and heck you haven't even got to the age to drive yet, or have a job or your own apartment, or travel.
To heck with other people depend on yourself. You can make life terrible or you can make it good. I did not have a lot of close friends growing up but I learned to rely on me.
Don't think for one minute that this would not affect your family for the rest of their lives. My dad used to say life is a whole bunch of problems with a little happiness tossed in to help you get through it. I believed him until I got older and found out that nobody but me controls how I feel and I can either make things miserable or I can try to make them better for myself. Well like I said I am kind of and old fart now, cause I did go on, and I ended up with a wonderful wife, like you would make some day, and I also had a beautiful daughter and although I had to struggle to get by at times it has been worth it. I get to get up each day and smell the fresh air, feel rain on my face, smell fresh cut grass, and every now and than have and ice cream cone, and think how lucky I am just to be here.

You know and I know that as we read and write these things, some child somewhere is hanging on to life by a bare thread with some terrible disease, or heart that is not working correctly and they don't want to die.
Life is a gift from your mom and dad, and from God. I often wonder if my mom made it to Heaven or went to hell for killing herself, I sure hope not.
Do me a favor and call a suicide hot line before you head in that direction, there are a lot of good people out there that will help you.

Answer 9

You do not want to kill yourself. If you wanted to kill yourself, you would not have post it on the web. You would have done it already. Trust me...you do not want to do it! There are other ways to solve your problems. You are so young and there's so much that you want to accomplish before you end your life. I know right now things seems tough. But hang in there... things will get better. I know I've always thought about ending my life everytime I feel down. But there's so much I want to do before I do die. Isn't there something you want to do? Think about the future! Don't you want to graduate from school, get married and have kids??? DON'T DO IT!!! Don't be selfish!!!

Answer 10

Believe it or not, I know exactly how you feel. I'm the type of guy who has the life that most people would love to have, but I don't feel it's worth living. I have had myself at gunpoint before, but I got out of it by thinking about what it would do to my friends and parents. Don't do it. Life is worth it, really. You need to find a boyfriend or someone who can convince you that living is better for you besides some guy on yahoo.