I always had problems with fitting in. As a child I was bullied and made fun of. Growing up I felt like everytime I turned around someone who I was close to would die..like grandparents and my bestfriend when I was 11. In highschool I had no self esteem. I dressed in black and I didnt talk much because I thought I would have gotten made fun of. I thought I wasnt good enough. Boys rejected me I was also heavy set. I didnt really have any friends. One day I was cutting myself in the showing crying as I was bleeding and I said this is not where I want to be.
Long story short the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me was being able to find myself. To look at the world and find good in it. To be able to walk up to someone show up I am and not care what they thought. If they liked you that is good if they didnt then who cares people there are people who are going to like you just the way you are. To finally lose some weight to finally feel good wearing something bright like red and no longer feel like they have to hide behind the color black. To want to go on living to see what happens next to find out who it is your going to marry and see what your kids and grandkids look like. I finally found myself after so long and I am proud to be the become I became. With that I wanted to help people so I am in school to become a nurse so I can be there for people when they may be in there darkest stages of life and be there and tell them that everything is going to be ok.
2006-11-28 12:55:48
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answered by The_Morbid_One 4
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The happiest time in my life was when my grandbabie was born 12/2/00 her Name Taylore Anne James she was named after James Taylor. And the saddest day was when she went to heaven on 12/13/01 she was 1 year old an I turned 40 on 12/12
2006-12-05 15:39:02
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answered by witcheywoman 2
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For me the most wonderful thing was the birth of my daughter on New years eve. She became the light of my life and to this day continues to make me proud. I would do it all over again.
2006-12-05 16:06:54
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answered by tweedbfly 2
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Although a LOT of wonderful things have happened to me in the past, the one I'd like to share here is the birth of my 1st daughter...
She was born with a leg out of joint at the pelvis, but the nurses popped it back in while we weren't looking, but I digress... The moment the doctor (my wife's gyno) pulled her out, she said, "It's a girl..." in a matter-of-fact tone because she had been telling us all along that SHE was gonna be a HE and, of course, my wife's tear ducts just went crazy...!
But, that's still not what I want to share... When the nurses bundled her up and placed her in my arms - I'll NEVER forget it - I felt a weird "shift" inside myself... I don't know how else to describe it... It was like I had all this love I was holding inside and it all came pouring out... As I said, I'll NEVER forget it...!
2006-11-28 12:05:26
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answered by KnowhereMan 6
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I would have to say hooking up again with my old highschool flame after 20 years of not seeing him. He makes me laugh, and I haven't laughed since my husband killed himself 6 years ago. But now I think I can be happy finally!!!
2006-11-28 11:56:14
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answered by BB 4
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Get ready for this one, it may be hard for some people to fathom.
I had been baptized as an adult in a river outdoors. The overcast sky suddenly parted and rays of sunshine came down upon my face and upon the minister who "dunked" me. My sister was excited and mystified, and said the first nice thing about me I had ever heard.
3 nights, 3 dreams. It was like magic, a tinkling, rushing, breathless tingly shimmering. A full, perfect golden voice spoke to me and said. "Bring me the fruit of the Tree of Life". I was in a huge beautiful tree with shimmering leaves. It was heavy with a fruit that was like plums, like cherries, and like grapes in huge clusters. Workers in white robes who glowed with light were scurrying up and down the trees major limbs with wheelbarrows full of the fruit, and I knew this was what I was meant for.
On the third day, I was on stage singing in the choir up on the risers. Then, suddenly I was somewhere else. I was caught up in a golden, liquid, bright light. It felt like, (I suppose), being in the womb, only surrounded by bright light. The same voice came to me again, but without words or sound. I recognized it from my dreams and I knew this was G0D. I was "told" I could stay forever, and i never wanted anything so much ever in my life, not before or since. Then I was directed to look down at the earth below. I saw billions of people, their hands reaching up, anguish, fear, need, pain, desperation, and a terrible, overwhelming sense of isolation and seperateness billowed over me like waves of pain. I cried to him, I have nothing to give but my soul, and it is a poor thing and worth nothing to you, but I would give it, and my salvation if I could save them all. I started to cry from the depths of my soul, a weeping sadness so deep and profound I could not bear it.
Suddenly, I was back on the risers singing. I had never missed a note. I could see the audience and there was one beautiful face there, looking up at me like she was an angel. (Later I told her this, and she was a bit embarrassed.)
Since then, I have been able to see the "Angel" inside of people. No, not like I see things. I just recognize an inner light. I don't hear voices, and this was not an hallucination, more like dreams and daydreams.
It changed my life... forever.
2006-11-28 13:20:19
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answered by musemessmer 6
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Eternal security.
2006-11-28 12:46:47
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answered by vanamont7 7
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