Do you think that waiting for 9 weeks from today is a long time?

Question

this is it, i have to wait for these 9 weeks to be over and after that I can go back to my homeland, and i don't have to be in this resentful circumstance anymore, it's on the winter vacation i can go. I think it's a very long time and bcause I'm still 14, i always feel down everytime I remember I've to wait for another 9 weeks until i can be free from this hateful place and surroundings...so i just wanna know what do you think about this and how to at least make time seems shorter so that i shan't feel too depressed like this.. i always feel i can't bear anymore... and like anytime i can explode. no one can help me here, I'm the only student from my country and my fam isn't here, i'm not part of them, so don't tell me to socialize with them. they dont need me.

Answer 1

You need to find a place inside of yourself and bury yourself there. Find a happy place where you can escape to any time of the day, in any situation.

I come from an abusive background. If I didn't learn this early in life I wouldn't have made it.

It's almost like meditating. You zone out everything and everyone and kind of daydream the time away. Everything else fades away. The more you do it the easier it gets.

It's easier to do when you are less distracted. So before you fall asleep lay in bed and think of the happiest place you could be. Imagine every detail, down to the smell, the sky, the people, everything. Put yourself there, like a soap opera or movie that you are running in your head. Make it more real every night with more and more details and soon you should be able to put yourself there no matter what is going on around you.

Answer 2

When you have this much hate and anger,every day is a challenge.Why are you in your present circumstance.Are you an exchage student?9 weeks is a long time,especially when you're only 14.Having said that does'nt make it easier for you in anyway. So you must set targets for the day ahead.Try to achieve these goals.I'm sure there must be a pet around somewhere that could b your friend.Why not contact someone from home and communicate with them,to ease the boredom