Why am I pushing myself away?

Question

I have friends at school but when its lunch time I hide in Library and do my homework. I never go out with my friends outside of school.

Why am i such a loser!

I am 15 years old in the 10 th grade! I feel awful I tell myself only one more day! I keep telling myself everyday!

Who am I? I don't even know myself any more!

Answer 1

If you really want to do some thing you can do it.

It's all a matter of choices.

Answer 2

Most likely depression. Very common and in no way makes you a loser.

Common symptoms of depression include:

-Sad or irritable mood
-Loss of interest in activities that were once enjoyable
-Large changes in appetite or weight
-Difficulty sleeping, or oversleeping
-Slow or agitated movement
-Loss of energy
-Feelings of worthlessness or guilt
-Difficulty concentrating
-Frequent thoughts of death or suicide

Teenagers often show depression in other ways as well.
Some other signs in teens include:

-Frequent headaches, muscle aches, stomach aches or tiredness, without a medical cause
-Frequent absences from school or poor performance in school
-Talk of or efforts to run away from home
-Boredom, sulking
-Lack of interest in spending time with friends or family
-Alcohol or substance abuse
-Social isolation, poor communication
-Fear of death
-Extreme sensitivity to rejection or failure
-Increased irritability, anger, hostility, or crying
-Reckless behavior
-Neglect of clothing and appearance
-Difficulty with relationships
-Changes in mood

Talk to an adult that you feel you can trust. Since guys and girls go through different things, an adult female might be a good choice (Mother, aunt, teacher, counselor, etc.)

You could also just be discovering your individuality and maturing at a faster rate than your friends. Maybe the things they enjoy doing and talking about now seem trivial and boring to you.

Answer 3

smart girl study hard make something for yourself. friends are a waste they drag you into thing you don't want to do. when you get older and have a good job and great family you will be glad you did what you did.

Answer 4

You may be experiencing some depression,please talk to your parents,guidance councilor,Doctor.This is very common at your age honey.Don't worry,but dont ignore this.