I have a boyfriend, and he loves God too. But when I try to explain my feelings towards the Lord, he doesn't understand. I love God, so much indeed it makes me warm and fuzzy inside. But it's also painful to know that we can never be together. He's so high on the social scale, if you get my drift. I considered becoming a nun, so I could talk to him every hour of every day. But nobody understands my emotions, not even the priest. He told me to get a hobby and say a thousand Hail Marys because my thoughts are impure. My mom called the family pshyciatrist, but I refuse to talk to him. I'm so sick of people trying to either dismiss my feelings, or pshyco-analyze everything I say. I hate everyone, except God and my boyfriend. It doesn't seem like there's any right answer to my dilemma, and I'm starting to get frustrated. I'm also starting to get Stirrings, if you get my drift. I try to picture me and Him, and even if I can't visualize Him, I just try and think of me and Orlando
2006-11-22
14:17:51
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