i cry really easily, im very sensitive, i have no confidants in my self, even though alot of people see the good in me that i dont see in my self and feel guilty all of the time even for things that has nothing to do with me
and i feel sad when i see a sick person who cant do the things i can or others could do..... i really donno why i feel like that most of the time....
2006-11-15 23:01:28
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answered by ♪Þearl♪ 4
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I am snappy bad tempered and selfish but people who meet me for the first time think I am kind sweet and friendly the was I wish I am. I am always ashamed of myself.
I also count not outloud cos people would think i am weird but in my head I cound steps, breaths, lampposts, paving slabs anything.
When I am travling in the car I try to only blink when passing a lamppost, entry, dropped kerb, join in the big slabs at the edge of the pavement, on passing each window. Sometimes this results in blinking to often other times not enough.
I tell stories in my head, there are a few that I repeat fequently others I just make up they are all about how I would like my life to be.
I think I am dissolusioned with my life and my brain is wired incorrectly what do you think?
wow i feel better for that, saves me mailing my secrets to www.postsecret.com
how you gonna choose a best from all those answers?
2006-11-15 23:19:06
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answered by Anonymous
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where do we start? i think i have depression although its not clinically diagnosed, i do things that i know will hurt others just to know someone cares(because even though i know people do, i often get very alone feelings), i put on a happy face alot even if i feel so horrible that day, i try to hard to impress some people but dont care at the same time what they think, i do harm to myself for things that arent my fault, i have trouble trusting people, i cut myself off from relationships that have no problems, i screw up relationships because i feel they're not perfect(even though i know that they cant be), etc, etc. I really feel i have many problems that have not been diagnosed, and i'm sorry if that sounds narsasistic, but its true. I hate that i feel like this so much when i know things are more extreme with others, but it just creeps up on me. :/
2006-11-16 08:48:28
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answered by penguin_vamp 2
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I sometimes am conscious about wanting to fly in a rage at the smallest thing, yet I have immense patience with people. When I reflect afterwards I feel that flying into a rage would have been wasted energy, but I'm concerned that one day I might do it, and then people will change their opinions of me totally.
2006-11-19 06:42:40
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answered by Slackbladder 3
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thing that drives me mad sometimes is my honesty.....I can't play the game and thus end up a winner. If I am annoyed by someone or something I am up fornt about it and this does not always pay. Sometimes wish could take a deep breath think and tehn act.....in my best interests. But it is me....and try as I might have fallen foul of it
2006-11-15 23:36:05
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answered by eagledreams 6
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how i've been abandonned repeatedly throughout my life; makes it hard to imagine it doesn't originate with me, but it's happened since i was a babe so how could it? makes me despair
mother committed suicide when i was 5, dad left me with strangers for a few months then picked us up and took us to somebody else for a few years and then came back to have us live with him for a few months, then left for Mexico without telling his kids and never came back, then we're in the children's aid and they moved us from each other and from foster home to foster home to foster home ad nauseum until i was 17 when i was declared an adult and "emancipated" which means all support was removed and i went from living in a foster home to a rooming house in downtown Toronto, yee haw!!
and since then, i've not had a single relationship with anyone but my kids which has lasted more than three years
don't seem to know how to attach; this is what bothers me most about myself, other than the rage and anger i feel daily; there are way too many selfish people out there
2006-11-15 23:08:00
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answered by soobee 4
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I get annoyed really easily - especially when I've got pmt - and I really struggle to control my anger. I tend to throw things, and I have an overwhelming desire to destroy things - what I actually wanna do is smack someone, but I'm not the type of person to be violent towards others, so I take my frustration out on 'stuff' instead.
2006-11-16 00:31:03
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answered by Kirsty 7
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I have a horrible tendency to laugh when someone tells me a heart-breaking story..it's not that find other people's pain funny,I can't really understand this-it's kind of an instinct,it's like«My boyfriend just dumped me»and my first reaction is to laugh,even though I don't find the situation funny at all.So I try really hard to control myself...
2006-11-16 06:36:46
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answered by Melissa C 2
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I do this thing where I project really far into the course of human/life existence...its very horrible...Im not saying I can see the future...but I can imagine very realistically how things might end up using...just, intelligence can suck most times.
2006-11-16 02:25:04
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answered by keith_boi2000 2
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Usual things really.. lack of confidence... low self asteem... would like a better figure... wish I could quit smoking... wish I could do more to help people.. I already do alot like charity work and stuff.. but yoy always feel you could do more... but I have a lack of time issue... wish I could add more hours to the day lol!
xx
2006-11-15 23:46:20
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answered by *BURNY* 5
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