Searching for a voice one of comfort of warmth but I find nothing no ones there it’s just dark and I’m lost I’m cold.
Sitting in the corner I hug my knees close to my chest and cradle myself rocking backwards and forwards no one else is here to offer me comfort so I guess I must find strength in this solitude.
So many cruel moments voices faces violate my eyes ears and mind the one thing I’m supposed to be good at and I am failing I am failing and the tears stream in my eyes. A boy turning into a man and all I think about is my ticket out of here.
So many people wanting to live and not having the choice I lay motionless wondering if I should go. If I should but a razor to my wrist and end it all. Then I think no it’s wrong I can’t bring myself to it I just can’t.
I hate no one I fear no one or perhaps I do I’m not sure anymore.
I hate being afraid anticipating something being afraid to fail to always be a failure. I will look to Sunday with fear and hope and with a tear in my eye.
I will always walk away from a situation because it’s not my kinda scene.
I will search for someone trapped alone in the dark and help him or her if I can because that’s what I would want him or her to do for me.
2006-11-15 08:36:20 · 11 answers · asked by davidleeryan 2 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
You didn't ask a question, but I would recommend seeing a doctor in order to ask about antidepressant medications.
2006-11-15 08:39:08 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 2⤋
Sounds to me like you could use some universal enlightenment. If you close your eyes and there is darkness it is because one is in darkness. We need to become enlightened and all the doom gloom and darkness will go away. The easiest and most effective way to remove the veils of illusion off our consciousness is to Chant the Maha Mantra Great mantra for deliverance.
GO to http://www.stephen-knapp.com/chanting_hare_krishna.htm for details on the mantra and at the end go to other areas on the site. It will make your site sublime
2006-11-15 16:49:44 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
David, others said it better than I, but your deep, profound thoughts have really moved me this morning!
And no, you are not "sooo gay" as much as sensitive and compassionate. If you are gay, or not who ought to care anyway!
2006-11-16 04:00:34 · answer #3 · answered by Charles-CeeJay_UK_ USA/CheekyLad 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
that is amazing!!really deep and understanding!!
this feeling people have a lot of the time and you have to help these people as you would want help from them...fantastic bit of work there x
2006-11-15 16:39:37 · answer #4 · answered by Lydia K 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
And so you have succeeded.
Whether these words are your own, some1 elses or a piece of creative writing.. ...they have been heard and not ignored.
2006-11-15 23:23:21 · answer #5 · answered by msj2uk 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Oh hun, you made me almost cry! What am i supposed to say to that?? Is that from you or just something youve read and shared?
2006-11-15 16:41:31 · answer #6 · answered by ♥Tallulah♥ 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
go to the light switch and turn it on and see the light, but make sure you have paid the power bill
2006-11-15 16:51:10 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
(sniff) Yyyuummmaaadddeeemmeeeccrryyyy!!!
(Blows nose loudly and switches off PC) xxxxx
2006-11-15 16:53:05 · answer #8 · answered by SUPER-GLITCH 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
buy a night light sweetie
2006-11-15 17:09:43 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
So what do you think it was that is meant to be loved?
It has to start with yourself.
2006-11-15 17:04:38 · answer #10 · answered by Matthew. 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋