i was with this girl for almost a year and it was through some of the roughest times of my life. we spent every minute together or on the phone and youd think after a while we would have nothing to talk about but there was always something. she was/is undoubtedly my soulmate. at one point i lied to her and never told her the truth and it was something pretty big. i dont wish to get into that but i realized i messed up and when she found out that was the end of us. i thought wed never speak again but somehow she forgave me (well maybe thats too strong a term) but we moved on and remained as close. we were best friends like we had been and for the most part it was like we still were together. now shes talkin to this other guy she denied ever liking and we got into a few arguments and she told me she hated me and hopes i die and she never really loved me. she showed me some intimate details from their online convo. it hurts so much. will it ever stop? i miss and love her so much. 3 :'(
2006-11-12
21:46:45
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her little exerpt from the convo was of him asking her to get on cam and her saying next time she was on and that hed already seen it anyways so he can wait and blah blah blah. then he went on to say he wished she were his cam whore and she told him she wished she was just his whore no cam involved. then she sent it to me followed by ;). she even made special plans to talk to him. i really wish this didnt hurt so much. i want the best for her but i know its not with him. he just wants to see a little t&a it seems. i mean he has a gf but tells girls he doesnt..and she believes that he doesnt. ahh sorry im ranting i just have no one to talk to. sorry.
2006-11-12
21:58:58 ·
update #1