can someone please explain , why its so hard for me to be at peace with who and what i am genderly female?

Question

Deep down i know that im a woman living in a mans body, that mu
ch i do deal with. its hard to understand why this is going on, essp
ecially with me? i dont feel like i belong to any group, i am emotion
aly spent, because i dont know if im male or female? if i have a ch
oice then im female all the way. im glad that im not facing this situa
tion alone, thank GOD that a lot of other people is travelingwith me
i want so much to be a woman, and i believe that once i do whatev
er i need to do to be changed completely, that i will be happy and
at peace with myself? i used to worry about what others said and thought about me, but now i just take their opinions with a grain of
salt. no one else can stand against me any harder than i will stand
against myself? YES, I am a TRUE TO LIFE WOMAN, and theres
nothing that will ever change that? I wish that it hadnt happened, bu
t it did, and i dont know what to do about it on myown. i dont regret
it in anyway what soever, im still me. ok

Answer 1

follow your heart my friend. it is not the destination but the journey that makes life so wonderful. look for what you are grateful for today, dream about what you would like for tomorrow and then believe it is yours. we create our own destiny. if we think it, we become it. if we dream it, we live it. don't worry about how you are going to make it happen, just live as if you already have. visualize in your mind that you are a woman. see yourself walking, talking, smiling, being, living. feel it.

listen, learn let go and live . . . love . . .
dream, believe, soar and achieve.

Answer 2

No one can answer that but you. Sure some ignorant people will judge you on your looks and actions and assume there is something wrong with you when there isnt anything wrong. It is there own personal predjudices that stand in their way. I hope you are seeking a way to become who you are inside and out. I am sure that will help your self esteem and confusion. Good Luck and God Bless.