Dear God I have been away from you for so long. I am separated from you. I have made some terrible and foolish decisions. I have hidden myself from you and filled myself with my depression, my eating disorder and my alcoholism. Please help me to stay sober. I am not drinking but I constantly entertain the thought of having that one drink that will make me feel better. I know it could never be just one, it will be ten or twelve. I am sorry I married such an irresponsible man. Please help me to tolerate his lying and those terrible things he does that you know. Help me understand my vows before you regarding for better or worse. Help me to lead this family. Thank you for my beautiful baby boy. I love my baby - he is a true blessing. Thank you for his smile, his eyes, his wonderful disposition and keep him safe and healthy. You know Lord that I would go downstairs and hang myself if it weren't for this little baby. Please fix my husband, I can't take it anymore.
2006-11-01
15:45:05
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