be honest.
2006-10-30 05:28:57 · 13 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
Great Question because I always say that I would change so much and when I sat here I could not think of anything that did not turn out to be a learning experience.
To answer your question though, I was sober for well over 12 years..I never even knew better, I was raised in that environment. Found out people did not live like that and I was in. Anyways, I smoked pot after 12 years because I had a lenghlty illness and it brought relief..unfortunatly ...I am a real alchoholic..times had changed....I got into some oxycontin and went to detox 4 months later. I REGRET MY IGNORANCE because the detox said I should be on methadone I did not know what it meant, I said okay and felt that methadone rush day one I methodically increased my dose learning what to say from the literature. I wass 100#s and got up to 165 milligrams of methodone...that is insane and i was just wasted all the time. I met someone in line and smoked crack..three days later I got kicked off the program for missing three days (that crack really is 'whack")...so there I was and I had never even been "dope sick " in my life, withdrawels were only something I had read about. I did not even understand..but in order to stop what I can only describe as a debilitating illness that hurt so bad and I could not sleep I was crawling on the floor because I could not stand. It is more graphic but I will spare you. Any way, 2 days later I called the crack person and explained..this and I was immediatly hooked up with herion because all of the street pharmicists knew it would stop the pain ...bag after bag sniffing ten bags finally took away the pain.I then did 5-10 more and felt normal. I quickly became am I.V user as it worked faster and was more efficient..see now I was not trying to get high, I was trying not to be sick. I lost everything because it was like $100.00 every day . I went to detox again 4 months later, I and said no to methadone.. I was in a wheel chair I couldn't talk or work or go out for two years. My brain changed and I was not sharp at all . I could not remember anything, I had just received a Masters degree when I went into the Detox the first time. I Regret it because I am not the same person. I really came close to serious wet brain, I have panic attacks and they are scary and real and I hate it. I lost confidence and ability to do the job I am trained for. This is the first time that I talked about it. I would erase that because I feel damaged. From the time ithat I smoked the pot intil my final detox took about two years, it has been over two years now that I am "clean". The details are so graphic. This is a true story and I there are programs where people go and have similiar things happen..i still can not really go out though.
2006-10-30 06:03:50 · answer #1 · answered by sweet pea 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I wouldn't erase anything, even the worst things, because I am so happy with where I am now. You have to take the bad and see what good came of it. Every small decision and every lesson learned makes dramatic changes in where our lives go!
2006-10-30 05:31:19 · answer #2 · answered by Nunya 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I would change getting married as young as I did (16). I wouldn't erase it, but put it off until I was older, because now I see that I was far too young. Yes, we are still married. It's been almost 27 years, but I'm far from being happy. And I attribute that to marrying too young.
2006-10-30 05:33:11 · answer #3 · answered by Kim M 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
i think the only one time i cheated to my boyfriend that time i was like 14 or 13 years old was young and stupid i didnt do it and do it it hard to explain because i began cheating and stop 2 minutes after because i coudnt i felt guilty but i fell i could erase it but i would have lost all the things i learn because of that i learn to apreaciate more mny realtionship and i know now that when you love someone you don feel like cheating i love muy husband so much that i dont feel like looking for someone but i really think sometime i would like to erase it because it was someting that make me feel bad
2006-10-30 05:41:02 · answer #4 · answered by user 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I cheated on my fiancee about five months ago. he knows and all but it was the worse thing i have ever done and i wish i could change it back. i feel horrible and i think about it all the time. he was mad at first but he forgave me and things are great between us now. i love him so much and we are getting married next year. he says the past is the past and we have moved on adn doing great. i love him and he loves me. it's great.
2006-10-30 05:34:42 · answer #5 · answered by *~*Ash*~* 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
If I could go back in time, there was this one time I could have made it look like an accident. My sister was under my car....
2006-10-30 05:32:39 · answer #6 · answered by Valerie 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
made a bad decision of haveing an affair but since have learned better
2006-10-30 05:32:28 · answer #7 · answered by mishoney 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Everything I did, or everything that happened to me has shaped me into the person I am today and I'm happy with myself as is.
2006-10-30 05:40:29 · answer #8 · answered by GirlinNB 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Answering this question
Because it was a complete waste of time
2006-10-30 05:30:57 · answer #9 · answered by Mike 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hmmm. I would change the day that I met my baby daddy. I hate his *** I would have gone for his hotter younger friend that night if I could go back. But I can't. Plus I wouldnt have my babys! Duh.
LOL!!!
2006-10-30 05:33:33 · answer #10 · answered by izy966 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋