help plz? i dont understand this?

Question

the wake
by rita dove

Your absence distributed itself
like an invitation.
friends and relative
kept coming, trying
to fill up the house
But the rooms still gapped-
the green hanger swang empty, and
the head of the table demanded an empty plate

when i sat down in the armchair
your warm breath fell
over my shoulder.
when i climed to bed i walked through your blind departure.
The others stayed down stairs
trying to cover the silence weeping

WHen i lay down between the sheets
i lay down in the cool waters of my womb
and becomethe child
inside, innocous
as a button, helplessly growing
i slept because it was the only
thing i could do . i even dreamed.
i couldnt stop myself




what is her state of mind and how is she feeling

Answer 1

she's mourning and feeling depressed and helpless

Answer 2

can't read all of them that fast got it!