In my younger years...I had a vengeful quality that took years to shake. Now..as I search for peace, and merely attempt to find work....I encounter constant oposition from a seemingly un-relenting line of those who judge for the way I look...Maybe a bit coarse due to years of living a coarse lifestyle. My communication skills are not too bad, yet I feel that the world has moved on. My eyes may only paint a picture. The way different people view that picture is nothing short of astounding. I can see it as I speak. Sometimes I feel as if No decision I make can be accepted by someone else. My prayers are for those who suffer the same dilemma. And my prayerful admiration is for those who don't. God bless, and Good Night. My focus is a bit hazy, but it is not gone..Just answer without condescending...And if in answering, you can locate some solitude of your own? That would make my day.
2006-10-23 16:14:41 · 5 answers · asked by 35 YEARS OF INTUITION 4 in Social Science ➔ Sociology
do understand what you are saying. You feel that a fog of hostility exists when people interact with you? That people constantly judge you, rather than accept you for who you are? If this is what you meant, I commiserate with you. I believe you are seeing the world this way now because you have been making an effort to live a more peaceful, non-judgemental way off life. So now what is happening, is you are seeing all of the negativity around you. You are starting to see that an awful lot of people are superficial and really don't care about you. They are selfish.
That is not to say that everyone is, you are just NOTICING it more now than you ever did when you were "one of them". You WILL find friends that want a more peaceful, meaningful life. They are out there. You will know when you have found them because they will accept you for who you are, they will allow you to have your own opinions and ideas without judging you or making fun of you.
Hang in there okay. I really applaud your decision to change your outlook. You have done a great thing for yourself and for others.
Go out and volunteer your time for people who really need the help...believe me, they will restore your faith in humankind and you in turn, can be their beacon.
Best of luck.
2006-10-23 16:38:41 · answer #1 · answered by Goddess Kitty 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Thank God you finally grew up, but you are still growing. That is a part of life. Differences in people make up the world for the purpose of the differenes. Anyone with common sense doesn't want to care about what others think for their own peace of mind. Especially if they are a decent, peaceful and condescending individual.
2006-10-23 23:23:30 · answer #2 · answered by Diddle 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
You don't sound all that course to me. Maybe cut yourself some slack, take a step back and re-evaluate life. Find a compass that points you in the direction that you want to go, and not the way others expect you to. We all have our rough spots that we need to work on. It sounds like you may be ahead of most. Good luck.
2006-10-23 23:28:16 · answer #3 · answered by Thursdays 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I can't answer you're question,but you should consider a career in writing.
2006-10-23 23:20:12 · answer #4 · answered by Kit Untz 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
when they come begging for forgiveness. Then you sitdown ad discuss why they should not have done what they did.
2006-10-24 10:25:21 · answer #5 · answered by King Midas 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋