Well, I just officially joined the army national guards, and I have lost 30 pounds in the last 4 months, which is good. I want to lose 20 more, and I don't want to gain anymore. I will end up at 115 pounds when I am all finished. For the last 4 months I only have been eating between 500 and 1200 calories a day, taking diet pills, taking the occasional laxative, and exercising like crazy. I have energy though, and I am actually more physically fit now than I have ever been. Well, today I ate a little to much and for the very first time I purged it out, and to tell you the truth, it felt great, like I undid what I did wrong. I am also going to the gym for about 2 hours tonight. I really don't know if I have a eating disorder, but I definitely know I am close, and the thing is, is I don't want to change it right now, not until I get to a weight that I am happy with anyways. I don't want to get discharged from the military. I go to training this May, after college graduation.
2006-10-23
10:31:11
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I love the military. I want to stay in for 30 years. I don't want kicked out, so now if I end up having a problem, I can't even get help because if the army finds out about it, they can discharge me.
2006-10-23
10:31:51 ·
update #1