im broken...... dying slowly inside
2006-10-22 14:53:26 · 26 answers · asked by PyroPixie 2 in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
i feel as tho no matter what nothing is ever good enough. he stifles my creativity. and the knife next to me is looking real tender. he thinks i cheated but that couldnt be farther than the truth.
wherever i turn i face turmoil and i never can get all the way through one situation before im facing another. and the knife next to me is looking like a sweet end.
2006-10-22 15:03:38 · update #1
awwww Pixie .... we've all felt like that before ... it's all a part of growing up ... you feel like crap now ... but trust me ... you'll survive and get over it ..... the fact you feel so bad means that someone made a mistake ... as long as you learn from that mistake all is not lost :)
2006-10-22 14:56:37 · answer #1 · answered by deadkelly_1 6 · 1⤊ 1⤋
Something is seriously disturbing me about you. 4 weeks ago you posted on this site saying you wanted to get pregnant and have a baby because you were so very happily married. 2 weeks later you posted again but this time saying that you'd noticed for MONTHS that many of the things that made you love your husband have now gone and you see them in another man. Do you see the dilemma? You're contradicting yourself and none of it squares. One minute you're the doting wife trying to have a child to make your perfect union even more perfect; two weeks later you've suddenly realised he's not the man you originally loved (sorry, it wasn't all of a sudden, because you'd felt it for months, but just happened to forget that minor fact two weeks prior when you were going for a baby)- oh, and coincidentally you've met someone else who has all the things you once loved in your husband. Listen sweetheart, forget all this "I'm broken and dying" melodrama. At least be true to yourself and don't try to use this site, and the people on it, as a way of purging yourself - because their sympathy will be misplaced, and you know that at the end of the day none of it matters because you'll still have to live with your conscience.
2006-10-22 22:16:50 · answer #2 · answered by John P 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Honey now is the time to turn to the Lord. Ask him for strength to get you through this trying time of your life. Ask him to give you inner piece within you. You might not think so right now but when you are at the bottom and you have no where else to go all you can do is go upward. And that is where the Lord comes in. He will give you the strength to work your way out of the situation you are in. If you are sincere in his strength he will lift to to the top. and give you all that is necessary to get back your self esteem and control of your emotions. Through God all things are possible. Praise the Lord. Give him thanks for all that he has done for you and provided you will. Ask him for wisdom and knowledge to get to know him better. You can't miss with the lord on your side. I have been there where you are now and the lord had made the biggest change in my life. I can't thank him enough for all that he has done in my life. Honey I said a prayer for you. and you really need to keep praying and thanking him. God Be with you always. It is in the valleys that we grow,. meaning through the hard times. hugs and more hugs.
2006-10-22 22:08:42 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Broken? people seldom break...they wear down over time,,but all is not permanent...you will feel better again one day..just keep putting one foot in front of the other and plod along...if you get to the point where you feel you absolutely cant go on the talk to your doctor about some medication to help with depression...its temporary to help you get over the hump...and you will...honest.
2006-10-22 21:57:38 · answer #4 · answered by .*^+Holly+^*. 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You will die.... unless you start being proactive and work against it. You can have a terminal illness, but still not be "broken"... but that requires a lot of strength... and a positive outlook on life- no matter what.
I wonder what you mean by the word "broken". You didn't explain enough. God bless.
2006-10-22 21:57:39 · answer #5 · answered by justmemimi 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You will feel more and more to desire to be alone. You will distance yourself from friends and family. You may also find yourself lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, trying to think of nothing.
You may also see yourself calling out sick and being late for your job. You won't want to be bothered by anything.
I've been there.
2006-10-22 21:57:29 · answer #6 · answered by bryanmantle777 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Breaks build up your resistance...Things get better as you continue to live and breath. Try to get some help. When I was at my lowest I thought I was going to die but every day got a little bit better and I was o.k. after about a year...things take time...stick in there.
2006-10-22 22:03:18 · answer #7 · answered by BB'sMom 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
First define broken. Obviously if it is a physical illness you go to the doctor and he fixes you. if it is a mental thing (Depression from a breakup ect) you can get a counselor or just have faith things always get better.
2006-10-22 21:56:31 · answer #8 · answered by daggermouth 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Lift yourself up and tell yourself that whoever put you in that spot is a piece of **** and you are not going to let them do that to you anymore! They relish the fact that you are broken. Let them see you are not broken and rise up! Move on! Conquer the phucking world!
2006-10-22 21:56:56 · answer #9 · answered by tko43078 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
If its because of a breakup, it feels like death. I know, but keep going back. Try to keep busy, get a hobby. Spend lots of time w/close friends. Talk about it, seek therapy, and hopefully time heals.
2006-10-22 22:07:24 · answer #10 · answered by jeep 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋