I know you must be mad at me because im mad at myself. I know I shouldn’t have ignored you like I did and I am truly sorry. Its not like me to do that especially with the only friend I had. I don’t know why but when you told David about me and Jose, I felt like you did it on purpose because of what I told Jose. I felt as if you chose David over me. I may or may not have been right but that’s the way I felt and I didn’t think it was right knowing what could have happened if everyone started talking, especially with the kind of situation that Jose is in. When you told me what happened between you and David I saw it in you that you did like him. I knew that if you were to become more than friends I couldn’t bear hearing about him after everything he did to me. I don’t necessarily hate him I just hate what he did to me. I couldn’t see myself preventing you from going out with him because if he is what you wanted I didn’t want to be the one to stop you. You of all people Steff know that he was my first....for everything. Yeah I may not really like him anymore but he still means something to me. Its just something you never forget. Well im not telling you what to do and im not expecting you to respond back or even talk to me again this is all up to you. Please don’t write back if you don’t have something respectful to say. Again I am sorry for ignoring you I know it wasn’t right but that’s why I wrote this to you so that you would know why I did what I did.
2006-10-19 20:34:34 · 1 answers · asked by Gloria 2 in Family & Relationships ➔ Friends
not knowing the total situation I believe you are trying to be as honest and up front as any one can be, I admire and respect you feelings and I hope your friend see this letter as what it is, a letter to a friend
2006-10-19 20:41:14 · answer #1 · answered by rkilburn410 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋