IM having a heartache!!!!?
Despite of all my flaws.... my life i think i did something that in the long run wil be good for me but for today its weakening...me!!!
i talked to this guy ... who has been doing things" to me and iv retaliated ... stroking my hair/cheek./face etc .. and my retaliation would be ALLOWING him... coz i got too many loving vibes from him. For some reason .. he acted oddly and i just bluttered out everythin in BLACK.WHITE . and he was on a denial trip . i dont even knkow what theconversation ended at (it was on phone)!!!!
Well...it took an effort to make him mellow ..but i just dunno. This relationship was an accident ,.,, and he was pathetic .
ok.. now the dark truth ... i'm married ... still this hapened ... and..no i was not looking for a "new" relation i was just hoping for a CLOSURE ... and i just dunno what to feeel!!!!
i feel sick.
yeah many of yu will say.. "yu desrve it" yup i do... but is anyone going to be kind with me???
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2006-10-17
12:29:57
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yeah ... i suck Allright . i desrve to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2006-10-17
12:38:36 ·
update #1