Why do I feel so stupid? [long question]?

Question

I like this guy, liked for two whole years, even when I didn't think he liked me back. He's in one of my classes and here's the deal: We used to be friends in the begg. of the my 8th grade year, he would talk to me almost everyday/joke around with me, make me laugh [that's y I started liking him] and then when he got switched out of my classes, we kinda stopped talking, but I did the stupidest thing in the world, and would always stare at him. Like during lunch in between periods and stuff like that, I really loved the fact that everytime I looked over at him, our eyes would always somehow meet. On and off on and off I thought 'he likes me!' or 'he doesn't like me after all' and would get sorta depressed about the whole idea of him not liking me cuz I really liked him. And at the end of 8th we had a dance. My friend with a big mouth had to tell these girls that I had a crush on him and when they saw him, went chasing after him to ask him if he wanted to go to the dance with me

me all the while going, 'no plz don't' long story short, he said 'no' and I wasn't really devastated just kinda like whatever. and then in 9th the starting game was still going strong, I would look at him a lunch or in between periods, still sorta surprised to see him look up at me once or twice as if he knew I had been there looking at him the whole time. Never talked once in 9th grade, although once he did wave, although it was after I'd been waving at him for like a minute [he didn't see me] and it wasn't a 'oh hi' wave it was a 'whatever I don't really care' wave. Now in 19th he's in one of my classes, find him staring at me alot. I really like him.....it hurts to even think he doesn't feel the same way. What is this?

I meant 10th grade not 19th

Answer 1

I went through some of the same things that you are going through. And you shouldnt feel stupid! Everyone has those loud mouth friends or people they know that are. And that sucks. But at least he knows now, so its up to him if he wants to persue something. and if he doesnt, that is definately his loss.

Answer 2

That's not stupid, it's just part of growing up. Everyone and yes, I do mean everyone has done something similar at some time and guess what? It's not a big deal. Perhaps you should approach the boy and tell him that though your friends inadvertently made a spectacle of themselves never the less you really do have feelings for him, even if it's only that you miss the friendship you once shared. Even if he doesn't immediately fall head over heels for you on the spot it'll at least fix any 'weirdness' that may exist and open the door for something to bloom...even if it's only as friends once again. Good luck!

Answer 3

It's hard to say I still don't know I use to like guys when I was younger and they would do the same thing. then I started getting everyguy I wanted because I get prettier and I changned my behavior to you want to be mena to me then **** you. I started ignoring them and even being mean and then they started paying attention to me. I know it is hard. But then you don't have to feel like a fool. ps you are not stupid at all.

Answer 4

You probably feel that way the guy probably knows how you feel now, because of your "friends." Don't worry-good luck..

?-Did you always stare at him when he was looking in ur direction??

Answer 5

A creepy obsession.

Answer 6

Well, cats outta the bag now. You may as well talk to him and see how he feels about it.

Answer 7

I don't think you should feel stupid.I understand I have friends with big mouth's too.

Answer 8

wait...you like told me your situation...but what is your question???

Answer 9

I'm sorry-- WHAT WAS UR QUESTION??????????????? You are confusing!!!!!!