I am a short ugly thin almost black boy of 17. 3 years ago I made friend with a very beautiful white goodlooking boy of my age. sinse then I have been envying of him and I really want to be like him pretty. also I want to touch his body. we are the best friends. I haven't shown my feeling about him ( that I want to be like him and I want to touch him) yet.
What should I do? to get rid of this sense?
I have declined in my lessons..
and have changed to a very immoral and bad-tempered pathetic person...
once I tried to break up with him and I did it but after 2 weeks I couldn't stand not talking and being with him, and went to apologize...
I can't leave him because I love him... because he complements me...
Remember that he is not a gay....
in our culture and community it's against law and our religion to be
2006-10-13
02:45:23
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Of course Im a very capable and gifted person and have the ablities that most of the people don't have...
But I want none of these Goddamn abilities, I just wanna be as beautiful as he is ...
2006-10-13
03:19:39 ·
update #1