This is going to sound absurd. I'm afraid I killed somebody.
I suffer severe obsessive-compulsive disorder, I'm very disabled from it. I can't even go to school.
I've been delusioned into thinking I've killed people or tried to kill people since I was 12 (I'm 16 now). It's very scary, and I wish it would stop, but I can't convince myself I'm not guilty of murder.
This disease is clever (I hope it is!). One time I had this nightmare that I choked this kid to death somewhere, and last night I thought I had a "memory flash" which I'm hoping is a false memory, it probably is, that I had killed someone for real (back when I was 14 or 15). I can't remember what I was thinking about after this flash of memory, but my mind is telling me it wasn't good.
Can somebody please tell me I'm crazy? My god, this is tearing me apart, I don't know what to do. I can't trust my memory. Did I do something awful to block this out? I'm a good person, I can't be a killer?
2006-10-11 09:05:22 · 14 answers · asked by Anonymous in Entertainment & Music ➔ Polls & Surveys
You my friend should see a psychiatrist, so he can discuss these troubles of yours.
I sincerely doubt you killed anyone so relax.
2006-10-11 09:08:38 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 4⤊ 0⤋
You need to go to the doctor and tell them. You probably fear killing someone and speeding your life in prison. Could be something you heard or a fear you have from childhood. I have known people who feared killing people. Just go to the doctor. Nobody on here can tell you what is the right thing to do. I wouldn't freak out. You aren't a killer just get some help
2006-10-11 19:50:37 · answer #2 · answered by ▒Яenée▒ 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
If you are telling the truth you should find a psychiatrist asap and get some help! There are actually meds for Obsessive-compulsive disorder, you know. I have never heard of that kind of OC before, but it is possible, I suppose.
If this is just a joke, shame on you, but good one!
2006-10-11 16:09:17 · answer #3 · answered by The Nana of Nana's 7 · 3⤊ 0⤋
um...maybe you should trust your memorys and except that the ones you don't want to remember are being replayed by your "disiease" because they are things that you want to forget...but either way you can't use your "Disease" as an excuse.
and another thing, my father has OCD so i didn't realize that it ****** with memories...so finally if you did kill someone than i'm sorry but maybe you don't need to hear that from me you need to find peace andforgivness within your own self, because if you don't you'll be haunted by it forever
2006-10-11 16:10:33 · answer #4 · answered by are_you_nobody_to? 1 · 2⤊ 0⤋
That is really something. You should talk to your parents and get some medical attention. Sounds like you should be on some kind of medication and in some heavy therapy.
2006-10-11 16:09:31 · answer #5 · answered by Nico 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
Wow and I thought my sisters OCD with her room was bad she rearranges her room like ever three days and cleans every two hours
2006-10-11 16:14:59 · answer #6 · answered by kandigyrl 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
go to a psychiatrist
your sorta crazy
u prolly didnt kill anyone so stop worrying! go to a psychiatrist and everything will be alright :)
2006-10-11 16:14:53 · answer #7 · answered by BlackHearted 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
wooooooooooooo hold on....this is WAYYYYY 2 intense 4 yahoo answer...tlk 2 a doctor or somethin
2006-10-11 16:08:50 · answer #8 · answered by hollywoodbound09 1 · 3⤊ 0⤋
this memery may not b saying u killed sum1 it could b usein simbles so think if it could mean sumthing else
2006-10-11 17:20:22 · answer #9 · answered by *n3ver lov3 sum1 lyk dis b4* 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
hypnotherapy is what you need plus some major meds
2006-10-11 16:11:02 · answer #10 · answered by hfroggie2005 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋