I see that all the people afraid from common things!
Death , God, my ex. some animals loneliness, heights, swimming, Bad spirits, bad driving, losing some one who is close , illness, getting arrested, my heart? (But I don’t know what does it mean with this, but I will consider it as I feel,)\
I can see all of them common things we can’t change it at all, and so strange for me how all people arranged them!
Any way I think it’s too difficult to make all of them on 5,,, but I will tell you what I fear and why every one of the 5:
1.The fear it self! Coz you will be afraid of something you can’t name it, or control it! And if you go with it you will lose yourself in it, then you know!
2.Ignore as verb: (fail to notice) (from my self to my self or to people,) or from people or my self to my self!......refuse to acknowledge, while the whole world is changing and I find my self start late coz of the hard situation I had b4! I find that I don’t know many things, it‘s for common people I know many, but for what I want, and what I compare my self with, it’s ignorant person I am! so I’m trying to change but still not, I’m afraid of to be ignorant person, to know why I’m here, what I’m doing, why , who, whom,…… which in my life I have no answer yet but I’m trying! And finding my self trying to be fighter and challenge my self to be the opposite of ignoring! (by the way my English doesn’t help a lot,) I mean to don’t know what’s going on,)
3.Future and Age: Future: noun: the time yet to come: or what is next?when, where, how, with who, or without who? And the cost of the change of the wind! You know, do you feel what I want to say? It’s including everything of feeling afraid of! Even if you are not happy with your present you wish that your future just to be the same, so not change just for the name of fearing the future! Age: verb: begin to seem older and you ask your self how the entire lifetime passing, the memories! Which is keeping you even fro while a way from your real life, or the good ones that you wish it come back again, noun: how long something has. you will keep ask your self how far I will stay, who is going to end? Do I will die happy, do I will be able to do what I want to do? trying hide the age, even if I still young coz I’m afraid to tell the truth coz I know the answer, the lifetime even it will be long is going so fast, so getting older in this world, with the coming war, and the human race, is it worth it? all this type of questions! You know.
4.Poor: adjective: low in degree or having little or badly supplied with desirable qualities or substances, or unsatisfactory, or not sufficient to meet a need. I don’t like to be poor in my heart, I’m afraid to be poor heart, not to give or to take, to be poor heart never fill with the real love, no matter of the name of it. I’m afraid to be poor heart never forgive or forget! at least forgive and forget to my self!, coz I can’t!
!, poor in mined! to understand or to give reasons, to give excuses, afraid from the poor heart that not to be act with life, not to go on more with my hard self I have, which it demand many in the same time, it seems I make it hard,,,,
5.Regret! sadness associated with some wrong done or some disappointment: I’m afraid of this regretting coz it’s killing me, or killing any human that he miss deal with something or what ever, so it’s a fear, coz when I regret I’m dying, bing guilty with what ever!
in the end, I feel I ‘m afraid from fear! coz what’s going to happen will happen! and there are many thing in our life, we can’t change it with our hand, it’s in God hands, like who I will lose tomorrow, when I will die,, which cancer I will have, all those answers i.e what they said to answer your Q: you cant’ answer! or you can’t change it. so stop to worry about! coz it’s not in control! but my fears it’s in our hand and still trying to control!
2006-10-11 14:38:06
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answer #9
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answered by arise 2
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