Okie, so I'm possessed and I probably have magic inside of me cause I really like magic... But I want nothing to do with this evil that's inside of me and it really bugs me, all I want is to live neutral, no good or evil crap, it's just too confusing and it hurts and it's driving me insane... All I want is a boyfriend, that's it and I can't find him and everytime I go out I see guys everywhere and I get attached to them in some way and I remember them all, or most of them. I even like my cousin Gary and it drives me nuts! I'm drifting away from everyone, I can't stop thinking about him, or who that guy is... So, maybe I'm possessed by something, I feel like I'm in Hell and nothing seems right anymore, maybe I died somewhere without even knowing... The sky was eerie red at one point and I'm just so lost... maybe he'll read this and find me.... Nobody truely cares and nobody can help me... You can yell at me if you want for all this crap, just know I see the world in a different way...
2006-10-08 03:22:30 · 6 answers · asked by Flesrayne 3 in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
Magic is a supernatural thing and is unlikely to be the cause of your turmoil, unless you have dabbled with the black arts in some way. It sounds very much to me as if you have been abused in some way and are desperately seeking a companion to relieve yourself of the burden of it all, even if your not doing this consciously. Seek the help of a counselor, or visit your doctor-really you need to get these emotions out in the open where they can be addressed by a professional who will help you.
2006-10-08 03:31:15 · answer #1 · answered by Silly-Junos 4 · 0⤊ 1⤋
No, I don't think you see the world all that differently from many others. You've just been able to partially put it into words. That's the first step. Keep going with that.....
What exactly do you want out of life? Do you have interests that these other guys have? It's not magic you know....it's just life. We all see people we want to be with......they don't always want to be with us tho' You just have to keep looking. Is there something you like doing? Art? Photography? Karate? Maybe magic? If you join some club....you'll get to meet other people.
Good luck.....I don't think you're in hell or are going to hell. It's normal.
2006-10-08 03:29:34 · answer #2 · answered by Canadian Ken 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
People don't have magic abilities. Stop reading fantasy crap novels and go get a real life. Reality might suck, but nonsense is just ridiculous.
2006-10-08 03:30:06 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
all people have magic inside of them and they can choose how to use it- for evil or good purposes... it seems like u have too much unreleased energy, use it on something nice and positive and u will feel better. life is tuff sometimes and unbearable, but if u keep urself busy- time goes by and things get better. dont give up. wish u all the love x
2006-10-08 03:33:36 · answer #4 · answered by barrakuda 1 · 0⤊ 2⤋
Okay-why don't you use your magical abilities to help find a boyfriend? I once practiced Wicca and did a love spell (more a spell to help me love myself first, so I could find love) and I found a boyfriend a week later-true story. Anyways-that's pretty much the moral of the story: love yourself first, and love will find you.
2006-10-08 03:27:13 · answer #5 · answered by mybootyisthatbig79 5 · 0⤊ 2⤋
Its all right deary.. When you are better they will let you out of the padded room
2006-10-08 03:30:50 · answer #6 · answered by Mike 6 · 2⤊ 0⤋