Why do I exsist? I have no meaning left to life. All that I cared about and loved is gone from me. I have been deceived intentionally and I knew I was but I went along with it to see how and what would happen in the end. The one who meant the most to me did this and is using it to be rid of me when they could of just told me without trying to set me up. Why do people do things like this? What would make a person go so far as to get another person to try and pursue a relationship , just to see what would happen? I'm not stupid or ignorant. What I said I meant and I have been robbed of the greatest thing I ever had in my life. That is love without reason. To the Texan, kiss my double a ss, know that I know you were a phoney. To the man in black, you are the only one who ever destroyed me in a way that is so deceitful and hurtful and uncaring, You of all people....shame on you. I will do what you want and die....Please help me people any advice will help???
2006-10-07 17:20:55 · 6 answers · asked by silhouette 6 in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
Suggestions of psyciatric help are not wanted. I'm already seeking help there. I want to know why a person would do such a horrible thing to another with intent? I knew what was going on all along. I picked up on the implications within a few hours of the actual contact with Mr. Texas himself. I intentionally involved myself in a way as a test to see what was wanted of me and how things would come to closure. Does anyone understand this saga or is it too deep to get? Give some honest answers please.
2006-10-07 17:24:55 · update #1
Forget about this Jerk! And please please do me a BIG BIG FAVOR. DON'T U DARE BLAME THIS ON YOURSELF BECAUSE THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT. It is ALL HIS FAULT!
It is not worth it to be crying over this Jerk. You should show him that u can make it without him and that you do not need him at all. I can bet you that by doing that would make him feel bad and guilty because he was trying to make u feel bad by hurting your feelings on purpose. Don't worry, what goes around comes around. With the way that he treated you, sometime in the future, a girl is going to do the same to him so don't you worry about it at all..
I completely understand how much it hurts when the person that you care and love someone so much hurts so deeply. Don't take it the wrong way but, I think in your case, he might have done it be an ego boost because you fell into this trap. He might also have done this because it might have been a bet with his friends. You never know.. Guys are very sneaky..
2006-10-07 18:04:12 · answer #1 · answered by Dont Ask 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
well.....you were put on this earth for a reason. I strongly believe that. And I seriously doubt that that reason was for you to be deceived. I understand that sometimes curiosity gets the better of us as humans and we keep heading in the same dreadful path even though we know what will happen in the end. We always do the "what if" game. What if....I had done this? What if...it had been this way? What if.....? what if....? I believe that you will regain your "need to exist" again. It will take a little while for you to get back to your old self, but when you do, you will become a beautiful butterfly and blow them away. Good luck!
2006-10-08 00:27:48 · answer #2 · answered by val 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
i wondered that 8 yrs ago when my wife told me she didn't have feelings for me, when things had ben going great. we had a 1 and a half year old, good careers getting on track, and she didn't want to try anymore. i was shocked and amazed that the best thing in my life was over, she was ripping my heart out, taking my daughter to another state, and i was alone in a new place without famil and only a few new friends at the time. I was depressed for months, contemplated suicide, and one day woke up and said, "okay, enough is enough", got up and started doing things on my own, taking my career forward, started dating, moved back to my home state. a few years later i found someone who was for me and we have a family. i thought life was over too, but only if you let it. life is too short to deal with players, if you know they are a player, run the other way and don't play the game. find someone else nicer, or be on your own for a while, it might be the best company you'll ever have. good luck!
2006-10-08 00:28:41 · answer #3 · answered by fan_of_the_dolphins 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
this is a old saying but time heals pain and you will fine your true love one that will love you as much as you love them. hold your head up and get on with your life, don't ever let them see you in pain over what they have done, that will only make the b a s t a r d happy don't let them see that.
2006-10-08 00:32:10 · answer #4 · answered by ? 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
YOU NEED TO GET SOME COUNSLEING AND GET SOME
HELP, FIRST YOU NEED TO LOVE YOUR SELF THAT WHY
YOU EXSIT BECAUSE GOD LOVE YOU, YOU MAY FEEL
THAT LIFE IS NOT WORTH IT BUT IT IS, WE ALL HAVE
GONE THROUGH THINGS IN OUR LIFE THAT WAS PAINFULL
BUT JUST LIKE EVERYTHING YOU GET BACK IN THE GAME.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. DONT LET ANY ONE TELL YOU DIFFENT. GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU.
2006-10-08 00:29:00 · answer #5 · answered by luckystar 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
It's too vague.
2006-10-08 00:29:04 · answer #6 · answered by 1/6,833,020,409 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋