Im feeling really depressed i even think about suicide a lot?

Question

i have so many problems right now in my life first of all i have a lot of bills to pay and alot of student loans, i feel betrayed by people, me and my girlfriend of two years broke up, i feel pressured by people to do things and i want to go back to college and pursue my dream of being a pharmacist but right now my life is so unbalanced i cant even think straight and all i do is cry at night and think about ways to end my life and i talk to my mom and ex girlfriend about all these things and i let them know that i love them both and me and my ex girlfriend are good friends now so it like i can tell her anything and the reason we broke up is because of all the stress in my life and all i did was get mad at her and yell and curse and i feel like dirt right now for doing that and its just all driving me crazy and im not even myself anymore Please give me some answers to what i should do and real answers please

Answer 1

You really need some help. Not Yahoo Answers help - real help. Sometimes a lot of crap happens at once and it gets to be overwhelming. Go see a psychiatrist. It's expensive but if you have insurance it's prob covered, but if not, ask your mom for help or something - you need the help. Don't let things get so bad that you follow through with your suicidal thoughts.

Answer 2

I get this way too. Take it easy. Don't freak out. Feeling like the world is about to end does not mean that it is really going to.

Take one issue. One.Focus on it. Do what you can to fix or improve it, then pick another. A person can only do one thing at a time

Talk to your pals, honestly.

Do something good for yourself.Take a day trip, buy some clothes, kiss a girl.

Take it easy, and don't freak out.

Don't be ashamed to ask for help, but try to go to others than Mom and ex

Answer 3

Suicide is a personal choice, but not one to be made until you have considered all the options. Often in despair, we overlook ways out of the mess we are in - and that's when we just need someone to listen so that we can talk through those problems. There are many national organizations that can help. Call one the next time you feel suicidal and see if they can help you find a way out of the pit of depression you have fallen in to. See the number below:

Answer 4

I am not sure if you are a religious person or not,But prayer does change things.I was watching Creflo Dollar on TV and he said if you believe in your mind that you are down and out and in the pits then that's whats gonna materialize.But if you believe in you and have faith then it will work out just fine.Don't get me wrong I'm not a go to church everyday of the week type of person but I do know God and I have been in very terrible situations and he has brought me threw it.My grandmother committed suicide and she is greatly missed.I never understood how she would let her problems get the best of her.Please don't even think that way just think about the positive.And if you kill yourself today,maybe tomorrow would have been your day.Life is precious and its all what you make it,money isn't everything and I guarantee you once you graduate and start living the life that you want for yourself, your gonna look back at this situation and laugh.

Answer 5

Hey i feel your pain. But we cant solve all our problems overnight, go to a doctor and get some meds to help you through this hard time, it will help you. But also think about people in other countries around the world that have more problems then we will ever have. People are starving, or being killed for no reason. We have it made compared to some. Hope you feel better and check into getting some meds. your gonna be fine everything will work out over time

Answer 6

IMHO this is the best advice you will ever get:
1. If you get suicidal call a help line and do not do it.
2. See a Therapist and get therapy (talk type) and also get a referral for a medication review with a Psychiatrist to see if medication can help you. You must work with therapists and physcians that you trust, otherwise find new ones.

I take this: http://www.effexor.com

It may not be for you. See a doctor. Good luck. Better days are coming.

Answer 7

you're young, you have your whole life to look forward to. Like me

At age 17 I wanted to kill myself because my parents moved away from a two year relationship that I had! I had to go and lost the man I thought I would marry.

Then I met someone new where I moved and life seemed better.

At age 20 my parents through me out and I had but $80.00 in my pocket. Lived with friends weeks at a time. I really wanted to end my life.

Then I met a man a work who took me in and we stayed together for 3 years.

I was happy with him until I got pregnant and he wanted nothing to do with me and sure I wanted to end it all.

But packed up and moved to another state to get away from it all.

Met a guy who became my husband and thought nothing could go wrong now. He cheated on me and I had to move out and almost came close to killing myself. I never wanted to get a divorce, I didn't want to have that name {divorce}.

My point is, that I could never get myself to go through it. I couldn't imagine the "WHAT IF..." Like

If I tried to kill myself and it didn't happen... oh no, would I be brain damaged? or in a coma for the rest of my life? Handicaped?

Or how would I do it? I couldn't imagine anything that could kill me quick. I didn't know anyone who had a gun.

Life is full of ups and downs, but the ups is what life is worth living for.

Look forward to the future. I have on my cell phone in big bold letters "IT COULD BE WORSE" and I always think of things that really could be worse than what I'm going through.

Talk to a lot of people, they'll help you through it.

Answer 8

Dear Janice R., I've been exactly where you are right now and please please trust me when I tell you this from my heart as a survivor of a suicide attempt;it's truly not the answer!! Janice i know everything in your life might seem so hopeless, but janice what you've got to hold onto is this: YOU ARE A WORTHWHILE HUMAN BEING!!! janice, I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse and i tellyou this only because i'm living proof that suicide is not the answer and having the courage to say " i need help". i promise you will bring your life back into perspective and you'll aquire theinner peace you so deserve!! good luck e-mail me [e-mail] optional takecare!!

Answer 9

Okay, first thing you need to do is calm down. Take a breath. And then look into this situation "reality".
For those who have betrayed you. THe best thing you can do is put one foot forward, smile and say "I will not let it get me down."
You need to call your ex up and tell her you are sorry. She already knows you aer under stress anyway. So she should understand.
Maybe she can help pull you back up again. It sounds like she has been very supportive up until now....
Just try...

Answer 10

Dude, chicks leave, and not just because your anger management problem! look no offence to anyone out there but they are nuts! but look on the bright side, when you become a pharmacist, you will be making tons of $$$ and you could buy a new one or two or three or however many you want from russia!
Bills?? student loans??? Pharmacist dude!!