I wanna die, at least I think I do. I can't get I can't get it I can't get anything they're trying to tell me. WTF! Yeah they wanna help me, my teacher thinks I need help. She thinks I need help and she tried to get me some help. But no that just made it worse didn't it. I don't think I can trust her, I don't think I can trust anyone. I think the whole world is in on a secret and they're hiding it from me. Is that how they know about me? WTF are they trying to do? What the hell am I trying to do? **** YOU MAN! **** YOU! I need it but I deny that I need it and they try to help so they say and I run. I run away from them and I try to avoid it all. I can't just keep my problems inside and try to forget them huh? You can't forget your problems but you can push them down so deep inside that you can no longer think of them unless you over flood. Well i think I've over flooded and it's all coming out and I can run from it. I cannot run away anymore because it finds me. WTF?
2006-10-01 10:43:16 · 21 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Other - Society & Culture
Parents have nothing to do with me.
2006-10-01 11:02:36 · update #1
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2006-10-01 10:50:13 · answer #1 · answered by Mr Wizard's Girl 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Nothing is wrong with you. you are made the way God wanted you to be. I think you might have a "chemical imbalance". If you can,try to get"professional help" it does work. I was diagnosed with ADHD. I was a mess before I got on medication. I didn't know how bad I was until I started taking my med for a while. I feel alot better about myself, I've calmed down, yet also, I can stand up for my self if I need to. I have a problem with trusting people myself. My own family abandoned me, and thats when I finally got help, before that I was just a convience to them, when they couldn't use me any more, it was out the door.I just moved into a better place though:) and I've been geting alot of help I never had before. This teacher is reaching out...maybe she can help you get the help you need. Good luck and God bless you.
2006-10-01 17:53:20 · answer #2 · answered by ralahinn1 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
If you are telling the truth, you sound like you have a serious mental illness. You will continue to feel the way you do unless you get help. Your teacher is right. When a person experiences the onset or beginning of mental illness, it is hard to trust anybody. You cannot will it away or ignore it. You will need to let someone help you.
2006-10-01 17:57:50 · answer #3 · answered by ValleyViolet 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You sound to me like you're seriously stressed and probably clinically depressed, possibly other things, which is not all that uncommon among teens and young adults. If you don't trust your teacher, go to your doctor and tell them you're suicidal and get a referral to a clinical psychologist from them. However you do it, go see a qualified professional about this. Helping people with their problems is their job. They're not out to hurt you.
Hang in there. Just hang in there and you'll get through this and things will be better.
2006-10-01 18:24:31 · answer #4 · answered by Victoria 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Depends on what you're running from? If it can chase you, then you need to find a way to stop it.
There is no secret. Not even a little one.
If "they" know about you, then you need to work out why you think "they" want to know about you. "they" probably don't exist.
I don't think you should overthink things too much. Try sitting down outside, with your back against the ground, stare at the sky, and just breathe. Take five minutes. Don't think about anything, just lay there.
That way, you win. You're not running from anything, and "it" doesn't have to chase you, because you're not running. "It" and "they" are probably just there to make sure you're ok, just take five minutes and don't think too much!
2006-10-01 17:50:00 · answer #5 · answered by essentialcandi 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
"I think the whole world is in on a secret and they're hiding it from me. Is that how they know about me? WTF are they trying to do? "
What is there to 'know' about you? And WHAT do you care what they think of you?
I think by you posting this question that you are seeking help. That is a start. I do not think you want to die and you want someone to understand you.
If you feel you can trust no one-would you pray for help at least?
Me and no one else here on Yahoo can actually reach out there and help you. YOU got to take a stand and help yourself also. I know you are in school by your post, and apparently do not have a good relationship with your parents. Be strong and pray to God for help, He will.
2006-10-01 18:10:00 · answer #6 · answered by debi_0712 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
umm actually i have been there and attempted suicide so many times.
u dont want to die.
its just an illusion of everything getting worse.
listen to a song called hold on by a band called goodcharollette.
it helped me.
and try to find someone that you would do anyhting for.
if you have to find something you have to think about taking care of instead of dieing.
its a good way to releive the pain.
help others to not make the same mistakes u have in the past.
thats what i did.
and it helped me alot.
2006-10-01 17:47:01 · answer #7 · answered by jesse james 1 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Hmm... puzzled about your life...? May be or may not be in some cases. Well, I will be back here to answer your question. I am feeling sleepy because I have been awake the whole night! :)
And your question requires me to think before I say anything. And now I can't think! I need to sleep now!
2006-10-03 23:04:52 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Spend your time trying to help others and you will find you have helped yourself. Once your reach the point were you care more about the well being of others you will find that you have reached a plane were your well being is self sustaining.
2006-10-01 17:48:48 · answer #9 · answered by the_news_junky 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Don't die.. then alot of people will miss you.. make some money and go on a lon vacation.. away from everyone... go somewhere secluded like a meadow in ireland or wales or something and lie on the ground and listen to pretty music.. it works :) it's very peaceful.. life's to short. change it or start a new life and make it better
2006-10-01 17:46:34 · answer #10 · answered by KK 4 · 1⤊ 1⤋
i dont want this to sound cliche but you really need to talk to your parents, your clergy, your teacher, grandparents, aunts, uncles anyone and everyone. your life may seem confusing now but things change. what you feel now you may look back on and be truly thankful for getting help. please dont do anything foolish. there are many people who love you. go to them tell them how you feel.
2006-10-01 17:48:00 · answer #11 · answered by Suzy 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋