Whats the point?

Question

of life. I know I've already asked this, but I still dont get it! God wont let me kill myself, like he wants me to be eaten inside and out! My friends hate me, my parents wish I was never born, school teachers flunk me. I cant be myself either! I'm lesbian and I get rocks thrown at me, and being called 'a stupid lesbain freak' with no live and no boyfriend. Why do you hate me?? Why???

All I try to do is fit in, but no I can't because I'm a goth lesbian. I hate you! Why do you disclude me? Thats all I want is a friend to cry on and go see movies with. Apparently I cant do that now.

Answer 1

I know it's not easy when it feels like it's you against the world; I know it's not easy when you feel like you've run out of options; and I know how it feels when you ask a question and get answers that don't apply to the issue at hand. So what then is a person in such a position to do? For my part, I've never had anybody that could give me practical advice with any of the problems that I've had, this was so because whenever I had a problem that I needed help with I had already thought about all viable options and outcomes of actions that I could take. This left little room for others to give me some new insight into the problem. So what did I do - what should I do - what could I do? Eventually I came to the realization that if I can get no help from an outside source, the answers must lie within. So solving the problem became easy as long as I could trust and believe in myself, knowing that the answer was within. But it sounds like your problems don't require a specific solution (those are easily found deep within yourself) - it sounds like you are looking for someone who can look you in the eye and honestly say, "I understand how you feel." My advice to you is to keep you eyes open and look for someone to connect with. I know that you feel like their isn't anyone around you that could possibly understand how you feel, and maybe you're right, but I do know that that person exists; all you have to do is find them. It's not an easy thing to do but is definitely worth your time to search for such a person. I know that this person will materialize for you, and when you meet them, you will know. I'm not sure if what I said helps, but I can tell you, speaking from experience, that it's a journey worth taking, and a fight worth fighting. You will find a day when you can say to yourself, "I'm happy, their's no one else I'd rather be except for me." Good luck - keep your eyes open.

Answer 2

LOVE URSELF DARLING!!
DO SUM VOLUNTARY WORK FOR THOSE LESS FORTUNATE!
tell the other jerks to get a life ! do not associate with negative people, they hav their problems.
u r a beautiful human and u must think positive!

the first thing to do is stop eating bread and dont drink beer, these have yeast. yeast can make a girl feel like shes lesbian, n depressed too, but its just a trick of the yeast fungus!!
buy an olive tree or buy a bottle of olive leaf extract
take olive leaf tea or extract 3 x a day, and wen that bottles empty buy sum more until u feel good again
U could c a homeopath or get ur hair analysed, this will tell u what ur body needs exactly!
focus on self improvement, i bet u can b successful n rich b4 u r 25!!!
u know God created u 4 a purpose, b patient n learn n things wil
get better!
U CAN MAKE THINGS BETTER!! U WILL ! I HAVE FAITH IN U.
luv from [e-mail]
also eat sushi or seaweed or kelp tablets cos these have zinc, n ur brain needs zinc to feel good!!!

Answer 3

Please read this post:

I know were you are coming form, but the point of live is to do the "best" you can with what you have. like I am sure you heard the saying " If life throws you lemons make lemon aid!" As for friends that can take time, You realy only need one good friend! if you apply your self in school then they should not flunk you. If you have problems with your schooling tell the teachers and get help!

Being a lesbian is not somthing you can just make people accepte but they will soon or later.

And by they way dont ever turn to killing your self trust me you accomplish nothing.

MOST important you have to be your self, because if you make friends when your not your self then you all ways have to be somthing your not. What is worse being somthing yoru not or sooner or later you find real friends that like you for who you are.

Your never stupid, and you will find someone that loves you as much as you love them. and not everyone hates you just rember that!


I hope that you try to live life to the fullist and be the best you can be


the meaning of live is not mesured by the breaths you take but by the moments that take your breath away...


Hope things work out for your,
Adam D.

Answer 4

We are all special in some way. Being lesbian is not your problem. You have to do one thing at a time. Life can become overwhelming to us all at some point in life.

God won't let you kill your self because God loves you. This feeling is probabley a test of your faith. Most people don't hate you. Chin up.

Answer 5

all my friends iv ever known now don't read most my email, and lies to me, whispers about me, loud enought 4 me 2 year, wishing i'l just leave.

also, iv never stade in one plave for more then 3 years, so basicly, iv never really had a friend for more then 3 years, And, alots ppl now call me "goth"

to me, the wost is knowing that a friend i use to know comits suicids every week, or 2 times a month.

ya, iv never had a bf, or a true bff, and im always a loner at my new schools, but since what happened to me in my school i went to in 7th grade, id radder be independent to have alota friends

also, you should at least have 1 happy memory, and theres this quote, "don't be sad that it ended, be happy that it happened," it helps me alot when im crying n tearing myself into pices at night, cring my self to sleep. but none of my new/old friends- or any of my family members- know bout this sence they think im always smileing and laughing, wich i am at school. the acting class i took in 7th grade is actually helpful, who knew?

also, i like to go by the turms: eveyrthing has a reason, and nothing lasts forever. -wich is true

Answer 6

Hey, have you ever heard that famous quote from the Bible: "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son. That whosoever believes in Him will not perish but have everlasting life". Meditate on this for one minute. It holds the key to love,sacrifice,courage and determination. I bet when you grasp the depth of these words, you would want to know this God! I hear He is just a prayer away. And you can count on Him talking to you in your heart and conscience. Go ahead. Try it.

Answer 7

if you worry about what people think you will never be happy , sounds like you need to find new friends , if your parents wish that their not very good parents , your school work is suffering because of everything else , to hell with all that pressure crap ,there are alot of people that can probably help ,concentrate on finding them .kids help line , professionals ,

Answer 8

Sorry to disappoint you. I rather like you. Anybody so articulate and self-aware has a great deal going for her.

Answer 9

i dont hate u.............there is no meaning or point of life. y u were born,, u parents did it , its there fault not urs.study hard and .the lesbian part...........dotn know how to fix that and ...................thats all i can tell u , cant think of anything else

Answer 10

well i dont hate you ! you seem like a nice person i dont think people should judge you before they even know you . my mom always told me dont judge a book by its cover . i think people need to stop and think.
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