my old BFFL screwed me over.i keep trying to get over him.He lives right behind my house. ikeepthinkingbout everyting that happened. i have recurring dreams where we are friends again & everything is back to normal.but it's not and i wake up a lot crying because i wish it was real.i shouldn't be so upset about it because my conscious knows he's a jerk.but my subconscious doesn't agree.
i just dont know what to do to forget someone. he lives right behind my house and i can't even stand this house anymore.
i guess i just don't know what to do anymore. the dreams haven't stopped for 4months. and i thought i would be at peace with everything once his girlfriend finally broke up with him. but i don't think she knows. i don't think she will let it sink in because she was in denail about so many things. she was with him for like 4 years and now i keep thinking about him and the love for so much that we shared. i miss playing guitar togerhter. what do i do? i love(d)? him.
2006-09-29
08:15:42
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