Well, I'm being my typical fretful self again.... I feel like the poster child for the "bottomless pit" personality. This really only applies to my sweet husband. If he is acting normal I am a completely competent and confident person. If he is acting weird... which to me is tired, stressed, or disinterested... and he is not acting loving to me, I totally spaz and wonder what in the world is wrong with me. I wish I could feel comfortable enough in my own skin not to feel like I needed constant affirmation from him. It is really frustrating and sad. I know in my mind that I am a creation of God, so I have to be special and wonderful in and of myself, but it is really hard to put it into practice. I guess when things don't feel 'right' you just go back to what is primal to you and feeling this way is that for me. I really do want to change it so that my life doesn't spin out of control with 'his' every emotion. How do I keep from catastrophizing everything?
2006-09-20
07:25:40
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