yes - when I feel that there is no hope, but then I realize that I will probably fail to kill myself too, so I just collapse somewhere in a pathetic heap
2006-09-19 21:41:16
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answered by Perry N 4
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I have tried before. I have bipolar disorder and when I get depressed I have trouble remembering that there ever was a time when I felt different. They say suicide is a selfish act but at the time I decide, I think that I am doing the best thing for everyone in my life. For a long time I had to be supported and cared for by family members due to brain and back injuries and I felt that they needed to have their own lives back. I knew I was depressing to be around and couldn't see myself doing anything positive for anyone. Now I am able to live independently and somewhat support myself so I don't feel like I'm such a drain. I'm not sure what I will do when I get old because I can't afford to invest for retirement and I doubt that I'll be able to keep working much past 70 or 80. That could leave me with decades of expenses I can't begin to cover and morally I think it is wrong to stick society with the bill for my lack of preparation so I will probably kill myself once I can't work any more.
2006-09-20 04:47:05
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answered by Kuji 7
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Yes, because I thought that I was worthless, and that I couldn't make someone that I loved love me back. Thankfully that is as for as it got. Your life is not worthless, life is a gift that we have been given. Believe it or not things do work out. I now have a wife and 4 kids. Its not with the one who I couldn't make love me, but one who fell in love with me. Life is going to throw you all kinds of crap to keep you down, you just have to fight your way through it and fight for what you want. Don't ever let anybody tell you your not worth it, or that your no good.Everybody has a purpose in life, it might not be to act, or play sports, or be rich, but its out there waiting for you to grab it and run with it. You will make it, you won't know how or why at first, but you will! Don't be afraid to reach out and ask for help. There is somebody out there to help you. JUSTASK
2006-09-20 04:46:13
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answered by florida 1
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definatly.......ohh no now i sound like a mad women lol
nah it think well hope that half the world has felt suicidal.Rock Bottom is a term that i prefer to use.Eminem sings quote"when u want something bad enuf to steal,thats rock bottom,when u fel like youve had it up to here coz u mad enuf to scream but you sad enuf to tear."
Everyone has been in that hole sometime and if you havent this is what you have to look forward to lol some at times of death some at times of despair and most in times of fear.
2006-09-20 04:43:34
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answered by TaLiaH 1
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Yes and more than once. Obviously I decided against it because I could not inflict the pain on people who love me. My mom killed herself and you just never get over it. Move on, keep living, but never get over it.
2006-09-20 04:41:02
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answered by dotell 3
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yeah, around the time i was in grade seven, i was really lonely and i felt depressed, that was around the time i was going through changes and i thought the whole world hated me
2006-09-20 04:38:50
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answered by Heat seeking missile 6
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No....only the people who have created me....my parents..its bad 4 me 2 you see..im asian..they know all that kung-fu crap and will kick my *** with 2 sets of chop stiks
2006-09-20 04:40:51
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answered by Anonymous
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i've had thoughts of wanting 2 die but never 2 kill myself..
i dnt wana go 2 hell
2006-09-20 05:04:53
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answered by 2D1iLuV 7
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Nope, for life is beautiful
2006-09-20 04:37:53
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answered by escondido_cinnamon 3
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Sometimes - mostly its when im very depressed about one thing or another!!
2006-09-20 04:38:40
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answered by Bare Azz 2
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