the kind of sensation that you dont think was meant, and had to be sent from something bigger than you, because you wouldn't go that route on your own, think, do you remember, if you do, what ever happened???
2006-09-19 15:34:27 · 12 answers · asked by lee f 5 in Arts & Humanities ➔ Philosophy
well, yes. last christmas at the carols i met this guy who was my good friend's (this good friend is gay) friend. everything seemed to be going fine. we were having a lot of fun together, and me and the friend's friend got along really well and acted like friends. then it came the time when my friend and his friend wanted to go to the pub, and so i decided to go with them because i wanted to go home with my friend as it would be easier that way because it was in the night. everything was going fine, we were getting drinks, and the next thing i know i was told i was supposed to shout for drinks and the guy went to pay for them. i felt bad and followed him, and the next thing i know as we were waiting there, he kissed me. a lot of thoughts ran through my head, but something i didnt expect myself to do because i wouldnt take that route ever is kiss him back, and it wasnt just once. i lost count of how many times i kissed him. the reason its bigger than me and it's not a route i'd take on my own is because i've never been kissed before or kissed someone like that before that night. we kissed everywhere we went after that - while we were sitting down, while we were standing, while we were dancing, while we were in hungry jacks (this kiss lasted literally over five minutes and the only reason i stopped was because a bunch of people had walked in full staring over at us, smiling, and were starting to cheer), while we were on the footpath waiting for the taxi, and while we were in the taxi. i dont know what came over me, all i knew was that i felt comfortable around him and it didnt feel as though it was wrong. that day was the best day of my life. my only thought was not giving him my number when he asked for it, but that was mainly because i had just met him. after that experience, i realised i've never felt this way about any guy in my entire life. we did get to see each other once again this year, but it was because my friend (the gay friend who was at the carols) was leaving and my friend knew how much i liked this guy and had decided to invite him. it was just me, my gay friend, this guy, my gay friend's brother and his girlfriend, and my gay friend's dad who came to the dinner, and afterwards a couple of my gay friend's cousins came to his house. i did feel kinda awkward seeing that guy again, but what made it more weird is that he always wanted me with him. as i was leaving, my gay friend, and my gay friend's brother and girlfriend tried pressuring me for literally over ten minutes to kiss the guy. i gave the guy a hug, and when they noticed they went on for another five minutes until i gave up and kissed him. it lasted twenty seconds, and as i was starting to move away the guy kissed me and that lasted for over a minute. and he cracked a smile afterwards from the time it took for me to get out of the back yard to the time i was walking out the door. i dont know what's happening with me and the guy anymore because it's bn a couple of months, but i know that my birthday is coming soon and i know if i ask my gay friend to come, he'll be asking the guy to come, and the guy would probably come because of it being my birthday. if he does come, i'd have to disguise him as a friend instead of anything more. im contemplating whether i should give him my number the next time i see him or not the next time i see him.
2006-09-19 16:05:40 · answer #1 · answered by kristyb872001 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I was on a camping trip (which is a bad idea, I love the outdoors but not to sleep in) & got no sleep all night. I was sitting on the dock waiting for the sun to rise & the rest of the world was asleep. I felt bleak, cold, alone, tired, angry...then the sun came up. The lake was covered in glittering shards. I felt instantly warm & embraced. I felt so happy. It seemed like my heart was going to burst. I felt like it was God. Reassuring me. Letting me know He was there. It was so beautiful.
(Or else I was sleep deprived & imagined it! Ha ha)
but I've had a similar feeling a few other times. Usually outside. In Algonquin, Ontario. In Bavaria, Germany. When I felt larger than myself. Touching the divine...
2006-09-19 16:05:33 · answer #2 · answered by amp 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Once I felt like I shouldn't cross a canal on the boards that were there. I stood there looking and thinking I would be okay. I felt that I should walk around to the road but I also didn't know why I felt that way. I put one foot on the boards and again I felt this feeling that I shouldn't cross on the boards. I backed up and stood there looking at the boards. The water going under them made me kinda dizzy looking at it and I got goose bumps. I walked around to the road and never went back there again.
2006-09-19 15:46:24 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
I have experienced something like what you describe playing music. Kind of like a force that doesn't come from me. Time goes by very quickly and before I realize it, I have played for 5 hours or more sometimes. And I don't feel fatigued at all. I could just keep going. I play acoustic guitar and sing with a friend who plays guitar.
2006-09-19 15:41:35 · answer #4 · answered by Skepticalist 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
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2016-10-15 04:49:26 · answer #5 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
When we detach ourselves, loosen up a bit , within ourselves, and yet maintain a deep awareness, these sensations happen in our knowledge, we are aware of it.
The improvement in our perception is what is needed to fully understand how it happens.
That something bigger you refer to , is the reality, is the unlimited being within, presently manifested as a being !
2006-09-19 21:00:38 · answer #6 · answered by Spiritualseeker 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes...I remember the weekend before I found out I had cancer I was having so many strange feelings...that the following Friday when I felt a lump I knew it was cancer. I was at work and started crying right away and called my boyfriend telling him I thought I was going to die because I had cancer. At first he thought I was crazy but when they diagnosed me to weeks later, well....
2006-09-19 15:42:42 · answer #7 · answered by marnie 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
all we do is feel. we feel the light with our eyes and the sounds with our ears. our noses feel the flowers and our tongues feel the wine. we feel each other with our hearts, and we feel ourselves with our spirit.
all we ever do is feel.
we have an endless infinity of sensations to pick from at any moment (my favorite is reverence) and we, whether we know it or not, choose whatever sensation is most adequately serving to one's being.
2006-09-19 18:57:05 · answer #8 · answered by ỉη ץ٥ڵ 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
yes I do....it was not all that long ago....I felt lost with no direction....I felt I should go to the corner of a building....there was a new path for a new beginning.....I looked up as simply said thank you God....and I felt this beautiful rush of warmth and love.
I will remember that experience for the rest of my life.
2006-09-19 15:46:27 · answer #9 · answered by Marg N 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
yes , i think i was thirteen . i had an epiphany and became an atheist .
2006-09-20 02:20:05 · answer #10 · answered by jsjmlj 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋