I have admitted everything to my bf, he is the only one that pretty much knows everything about me. I don't have anything that I am ashamed about.
I am human and actually when I think about it I do have something that no one knows about. I did have a crush on an older married man and still can't get him out of my mind, even though I am in a long term loving practically married 6 1/2 year relationship. I had fantasies of being with this other man and still do, who I knew out of basic instinct had a crush on me too. I don't know why I feel this way because I love my bf very much and I think it is more of an attraction and Innocent crush/fantasy because I know that I would never do anything but can't help fantasizing. Each day that goes by I think of this other man, whom I do not work with anymore, hoping to see him at least one more time,. It is crazy I know, but I can't help it. I think it is because my bf was my first and only and out of curiosity I wonder what it would be like to be with someone else plus I really liked how the other man made me feel. Since he is out of my life now and has been for the last 6 months and haven't seen or spoke to him since I still can't help but think about him AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!!!!!! WOW....... that felt good to get off my chest!
2006-09-17 10:05:22
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answered by Anonymous
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I don't like to leave anything or anyone from my past to rot upon my soul. I have the memory capability to keep me from totally forgetting anything big, but if I want to forget about someone or something, then I simply do not follow his/her/its influence. But if I want to remember something or someone forever, then I store it in my heart (and sometimes record it in my journal). Living life in such a way paired with being a Christian is what I believe is the key to endless happiness and dreams come true.
2006-09-17 17:07:21
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answered by Aubri M 4
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No way,my personal information does not belong on this site. You can tell yours if you want to.
2006-09-17 16:58:39
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answered by Linda R 6
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I still can't say because I have relatives on here who know my screenname.
2006-09-17 16:55:40
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answered by Nico 7
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nothin i just use my attitude on this and not irl LOL
2006-09-17 16:56:05
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answered by BlackHearted 4
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i like to bang old women.
2006-09-17 16:54:49
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answered by Anonymous
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