I think of you swinging in your grandmother’s back yard. Excitement & predictability combined: An autistic child’s favorite activity. It’s no wonder that some days you’d stay on the swings for hours. No giggles or smiles, but a look of deep concentration as if you are trying to defy physics with every swing.
But today, something apparently distracts you. Do you climb the fence on just a whim, or does something catch your eye?
But over you go and the adventure begins. Wading through the tall weeds, chasing grasshoppers that scatter with every step. Weaving through the fallen trees that would block an adults’ path.
At some point you hear a sound. The thrilling sound of trickling, gurgling, flowing water.
No longer are your steps random, but with great purpose you hike through the grass & find the creek.
Your shoes come off, then your socks and into the water you go. Following a school of fish, or maybe just the water’s flow when you step into the deep.
2006-09-09
13:38:47
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Your head bobs under & without fear, you gulp the water. Mild discomfort, but no panic. It’s a comfort to know you were like that. And as the last of the oxygen is spent; peace, sweet peace. Floating in the water.
I like to think that it was then that two strong yet gentle hands lift you up. A man is there, with eye’s as brown as your’s. You know him instantly as he knows you. “Up Granddaddy.”
Up you go and the adventure continues. You can now wander anywhere with no reason to fear. No worries or dangers; just adventure, joy & love.
2006-09-09
13:39:24 ·
update #1
I wrote this shortly after my nephew died last year. Mom just went into the house to check the laundry. When she came out & he was gone, she went down the lane looking for him. Unfortuately, he was headed in the opposite direction. By the time they found him, it was too late.
2006-09-09
13:52:32 ·
update #2