why do i act like this?

Question

i dont kno if this makes me a bad person or not but i love to see other people in pain and when i cause the pain it gives me a rush and i wanna do it again and again if there is blood in a movie i want more i love to see people screem for there lives but i dont kno why i have no feeling or emotion and again im not sure why if someone could tell me why i would really like to kno

Answer 1

if you enjoy the suffering of others then you really need to get professional help fast before the pain you are inflicting escalates to a higher degree.

Answer 2

I personally think something really bad must have happened to you as a child and for some reason you have never openly expressed your feelings. So therefore your pain, anger, and even your happiness has been suppressed. So in an act of releasing all this, you inflict pain on others. Even when you see it in movies, its like a high for you cause thats what you are really feeling inside. Its just like taking a crap - you feel pressure, then you release. Everybody feels the same pressure. Its just that some know how to let go and express their emotion and that is something that you are gonna have to learn. On the real though, please seek professional help cause we don't want you to seriously harm anyone.

Answer 3

I am hearing that you are concerned for your psychological well-being. You are really keen not to be a "bad" person, and this in itself will help to protect you.

I think I understand and hear you when you say you "feel a rush". Would you say that it is a wonderful thrill that the scream or the energy of pain sends through you? Like a kind of joy?

The tough part for yourself is that when we cause pain to others we invite pain to be caused to our self, by the working of the universal law of cause and effect.

So your question does leave me wondering how detached you are from the feelings and emotions of others. Does it make a difference for you, for example, if the person you cause pain to is a friend or a stranger?

Do contact me privately if you would like to 'talk' more.

Answer 4

"Gosh horror_and_gore, no one on answers is really qualified to answer your question, but, I'll offer you a definition and an opinion where your personality type might be of service to your Country.

DSM IIIR criteria
Sadistic personality disorder is a pervasive pattern of cruel, demeaning, and aggressive behavior, beginning by early adulthood, as indicated by the repeated occurrence of at least four of the following:

Has used physical cruelty or violence for the purpose of establishing dominance in a relationship (not merely to achieve some noninterpersonal goal, such as striking someone in order to rob him or her)
Humiliates or demeans people in the presence of others
Has treated or disciplined someone under his or her control unusually harshly.
Is amused by, or takes pleasure in, the psychological or physical suffering of others (including animals)
Has lied for the purpose of harming or inflicting pain on others (not merely to achieve some other goal)
Gets other people to do what he or she wants by frightening them (through intimidation or even terror)
Restricts the autonomy of people with whom he or she has a close relationship, e.g., will not let spouse leave the house unaccompanied or permit teen-age daughter to attend social functions
Is fascinated by violence, weapons, injury, or torture
The behavior has not been directed toward only one person (e.g., spouse, one child) and has not been solely for the purpose of sexual arousal (as in sexual sadism).

I sincerely hope this message helps you clarify your personality type.
I believe you might be a good soldier for the U.S. Army.
Perhaps one or more of our Intelligence Agencies might have a place for you in some kind of covert department.
Good luck and best wishes!"

Answer 5

i think that you most propably have suffered something painfull and in one point in your mind you want a revange to everybody. you want them to feel just like you and worse...it is your way of getting out the enger and pain from you. the joy is a simply feeling better because you know there are more people on the world who feel the same. i would recomend you to try to talk with someone you dont know ont he net or with letters...someone yuo can hurt by none chanse and after a while you will see that you will do fine without that habbit of yours, you can write me if you want my email is [e-mail] and if it doesent work try to find a apropried help...physiatrist or something...good luck !!

Answer 6

Sounds like to me that you're Purely Evil... cause only Evil loves seeing people hurt...
only Evil loves seeing people scream for their
lives Only evil has no feels or emotions...
You probably won't like it to tell you to Pray to God and change you to Good from Evil

Answer 7

Do you just enjoy the fantasy watching the movie or do you fantasize about toturing people? If so, it's time to seek professional help.

Answer 8

You probably bask in violence and gore due to some childhood incident. You may become a serial killer. Remember to forget you ever know me.

Answer 9

Sounds like you have a sociopathic personality.
Seek professional help as soon as possible.

Answer 10

Its the thrill & the rush. You sound normal to me