is there anything besides ending myself, if i dont want to work for someone else???

Answer 1

We all have to do something we don't want to do temporarily, in order to do something we want to do permanently.

When you narrow yourself to a binary choice, you have trapped yourself in a box. If you are indeed an entrepreneur, you are infinitely creative, resourceful, full of ideas, passionate about living and life, and can make even a hum-drum "job" better for yourself and everyone concerned.

Answer 2

Such and attitude! You best learn from someone else first and it would be wise to reevaluate your sense of self. Nobody works alone.

Answer 3

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