i wonna die and i wonna cry, what should i do?

Question

iam feeling like crap rite now, its as if i was nothing but a mistake, i wonna be happy but i cant smile, or laugh. i wonna cry but i have no tears left to shed. i wonna die, but i have no weapons nor pills, nor anything to use. i dont want to go on, i just want it to be over, i would ask god to take me now, but i asked him in the past, but he did not. i cant go on, i have to give up

Answer 1

First of all, I am sending you a real big cyber hug.

Now, here is a list of things to do.....

Talk to God and tell Him all about it.

Go ahead and cry..cry until you have no more tears to shed, both physical tears and emotional tears.

Run around the block,

Put on your tunes and do a wild dance

Find somebody to talk to,

Write your feelings down on paper

Eat some prunes

Oh sweetheart,...life will get better. I know because I have felt like you more times than I can count. The above are things I have done to make myself feel better, and they work.

Before you go to sleep tonight, tell yourself something like " My name is ____and I am a wonderful person" Repeat it five times and when you fall sleep your subconscious will grab the idea and work with it. It might take a week, or a month or so of saying this before you fall asleep, everybody is different, but you will see results.

Another thing to is give yourself permission not to be superperson. Despite appearances, there is not one perfect person....some are just better at covering up mistakes than others :)

HUG, HUG, HUG.

Oh, I eat prunes both for the iron, and because I have always loved the taste of prunes. Once I drank a whole bottle of prune juice in less than 20 minutes......Oh my, I'll never ever do that again......did I make you laugh??? I hope so..and yes, I really drank it all and very nearly died :)

Answer 2

it sounds like Bipolar manic depression, do you feel really happy then cry for no reason. there is nothing wrong with being bipolar.

I was in the same position you were in, i would be happy, then for no reason i would start crying and i couldn't give anyone a kind word and it sucked cause i didn't know what or why this was happening i felt like the world would be better off with out me.

i spoke to my doctor and she put me on some anti depressants.

You really should talk to a doctor or at least your parents if your under 18, so they can get you help. there are lots of people with mental illnesses and not all of them are bad . i hope this helps you and i will pray for you, i may be a stranger to you but i do care about how others feel, Just PLEASE remember that there are people out there that love and care about you. and would really miss you when your gone. GOD LOVES YOU!!! Hurting yourself is not the way God would take you unless it is your time. you must have important stuff to do while your on earth.

Answer 3

First of all you need to address why you are feeling like this...what is the problem? That is why we are here....to help or try to anyway. Nothing, is worth your ending your life. Life is too short and too precious to give up without a fight. You were placed here on earth with a purpose---sometimes it is difficult to wait and see what it is---but you hang in there. Don't give up because just by you typing this message look at how many strangers care about you.....that is pretty neat---considering we don't even know you. If you need to talk to someone or just need someone to listen ....give me an email ---there are no mistakes in people.....only mistakes in what we do!

Answer 4

Your feeling bad right now, and trust me you will again many times throughout your life. But don't be a quitter, as you'll soon discover that you are not alone with these feelings you are currently experiencing as most people at one time or another have probably felt the same way. Good luck to you and I really hope that tomorrow is a much brighter day for you.

Answer 5

well, at least u admit u want to be happy...which is the first step in recovering from ur pain...since u really didnt say what is bothering u, my words of advice are limited but i can say if u want to be happy, u have to step up and make changes to be happy...ur gonna reach road bumps in life and u have to deal w/ them the best way u can...it can be hard at times but u'll be happy u overcame ur problem...but the last think u need to do is kill urself...u know inside that will resolve absolutely nothing...u may think "i'll be dead, i will have nothing to worry about..." but that is wrong...u cant take that attitude...why do u think god didnt take u...??? b/c he knows u can make it thru ur problems...

just do be so negative...ok???

=)

oh and u could visit a doctor as many ppl would do...but lets look at this for a second...? what is the doctor gonna do?? give u pills for ur depression...are pills really gonna make u happy...? like i said b4, if u want to be happy, only one person can make that happen and that person is u!

cry, scream, break something if u have to, release ur pain in other ways...dont take medications...its not necessary...just dont give up...ok?? never give up!!! =)

like someone said below me...if u need to talk to someone, there are ppl hear that care...just send an email and talk...let it all out...i am also available to help u if u want...!

Answer 6

Life is hard for everyone. It might seem like everything is falling apart right now. Something tells me that your young believe me we all think that way at your age. Life is what you make it. If you think of things (I know sounds corny) like how beautiful the sky is and how beautiful the flowers are and look at all the nature around you. It is unexplainable on how things work on this earth we all are lucky to be here if you really think about it. There is nothing in life that is not fixable. If you just think drama drama drama then your life is going to be all about drama. If you think positive and look at the bright side of things your life will change. We are all on this earth for a reason.

Answer 7

I have battled depression since a young age. I am now on a prescription that really helps. I'm not saying that's what you need but you should explore all avenues to resolve this problem. You state that you have asked God to take you. You are one of God's children and it pains him to see you hurt like this. I have found turning to the bible and prayer have helped me through a lot. Remember tomorrow is always another day and who knows what it may bring. Find something you really like to do - reading,watching movies, volunteering, painting etc. Try to do something to take your mind off of negative thoughts about yourself. My prayers are with you.

Answer 8

First, do NOT DIE. You think that death will end everything? No, you are wrong, death can't help anything. It just causes pain to you parents, your friends, anyone who loves you. You think that there's nothing worth to live. No, there's always something left, it's responsibilities. You are responsible for yourself. You are responsible for the world. There are many people need your help, the poors, the sicks... You can stop your current life and try to help them, may be you will find something that you can live for.

Answer 9

PRAY!!!! Prayer is the key for everything. I don't know how much of the gospel that you know,but remember that you are going through some things right but he won't put no more on you than you can bare. This battle is not yours it's the Lords

Answer 10

Y would the Lord take you away If he is the one who created you in the first place? Don't make the mistake of taking your life away sweetie. it's only gonna take u to the eternal life in hell. Be wise. Instead of asking the lord to take you away . Ask him to release you of this pain and ache that you have deep down in your heart/soul. Ask him to give you life through him! He loves you soooooo much! Accept him in your life and let him take over!let him deal with your problems and issues. I guarentee YOU WON'T REGRET IT! You'll be happy he didn't take you away :).

May the lord bless you!
I love you && most importantly the Lord loves you!

ali