I HATE MY LIFE? WHY GOD! EVERY SINGLE THING GOES WRONG IN MY LIFE EVERYTHINg!!!!!!!?

Question

EVERYTHING and I mean EVERYTHING I have no friends all my teachers hate me I get straight f's every one makes fun of me my only friend that I ever had was my brother and he passed away 2 years ago from there on it got worse my dad hits me my mom does drugs and is probley gonna die soon I just went to my first day of highschool every one stared at me funney and I started to lose breath and get sweaty and about to throw up and I walked home I have so many ******* things going wrong in my life right now holy **** I cant even talk to a councelor or type out in 1000 characters non the less 10000 am sure none of u will help me because am a hopless soul in a world not ment AND DONT COME HERE TO GIVE ME SOME BULLSHIT LIKE AM CRAZY AND NONE OF THIS IS THAT BAD IT IS because I get that alll the ******* time and I cant go to a doctor or nothing I get to scared in public I freak I sit in my room 24/7 all summer and do nothing I thought god loved me I never did any thing bad in my life!

Answer 1

You really, really need to talk to someone. Try and school counselor. If you're being abused they can get you out of there. It sounds like things are really bad but really, not everyone hates you. It sounds like you have a lot of anxiety and depression. Been there - it really never goes away on its own. Don't be 30 and writing another post like this. Talk to someone. People will want to help you.

One quote I love from Churchill,
"If you're going through hell - keep going."

Answer 2

Hey Kid,
Your right, the world ****** sucks! But your stuck in the middle of it. I was the same like you, I was always the smallest & the ugliest n' nobody really cared to be around me. I have always weighed a buck thirty five & my skin is so pale I best not even think of a day at the beach. In high school I never got the girls, and always wondered what the hell was wrong with me? My mother hooked up with a heathen who murdered my baby sister & I ended up in foster care for 3 years where I had to pick my own THORNY BUSH weed to recieve my beatens with.My real father just walked away when I was 5. What the ****! Well it aint me kid, n' it aint you! Believe me, your a special dude! Maybe no-one knows it right now, But the future may be bright! Course it may end up like **** also. But I have gone on to get a girl, a very special one & I now have 1 daughter & 1 son & people who love me. I have been married 23 years & have a great job. But the problems persisit in TAXES, DOCTORS, INSURANCE CO's, ELECTRIC CO's, Everyone's just out to suck money! Thats why your mothers on drugs, because some scumbag ************ is makin money on crack or whatever, he doesn't care who he affects. My brother just died a drug addict, It was over a serios illness but he went elswhere above & beyond the prescriptions. Which get you no where. DO NOT GO SEE A DOCTOR ABOUT THIS SUBJECT! They will only call you a danger & lock you up till THEY think it's safe! Listen to speed Jr, & live your life with a lil' WWE attitude n' that means walk proud man! You might not know the girl was checkin' ya out but she was! Your Teachers may not like you cause they hate their own miserable ****** life! AND TRUST ME ON THIS ONE, YOU MIGHT NOT THINK YOUR ON YOUR MOMS MIND OR HEART RIGHT NOW BUT YOU ARE! (her problem just doesn't let her show it) & I'm at an end when it comes to your dad cause I aint thier ta' grab em by the balls & ask him to talk ****! I sat in my room for MANY summers & ended up being a GREAT artist who now paints harleys! Who the **** knows what the hell ya' might come up with. Tommorrow wake up without fear, look everyone in the eyes, smile & thats all ya' gotta do as you go on your way. Am I ramblin or Helpin? PEACE bro, MUCH luv from 'the ONE-MAN-MC' bein' who I wanna be, S,Pdouble E,D - Speed

Answer 3

aww hun! if your father is beating you and your mother is doing drugs, you need to get out! stay with a friend for a few days, at least until you have talked to someone who can help you with your current situation. there are hotlines you can call, just for kids who are abused! i understand how you feel, it is no fun! try your hardest to talk to someone like a guidance counselor or some type of trusted adult. a child should never grow up in that type of atmosphere! never let your father or mother tell you that it is your fault! they are the ones with the problem! not you. god does love you. he loves you very much! don't ever think that he is neglecting you by having this happen to you! as far as high school goes, everyone goes through a stage! and that is all this is! when i was younger for a whole two years after i moved from florida to california, i wore baggy shirts, big glasses, warm up pants, sneakers, and i had short hair! to boot, i had no friends, and everyone looked at me funny because they thought i was weird! now i have totally changed that all around! introduce yourself to some new people, maybe they act like that around you because they don't know you! kids tend to do that! remember that children can be very harsh. i suggest focusing on your home life first. who knows. maybe after that is straightened out, everything else at your school will fall into place! it isn't unheard of! just take a nice deep breath, and repeat if needed. don't worry, things have a tendency to straighten themselves out even when they seem terrible! keep your head up!

Answer 4

Go and get a paper route. it will do 2 things for you, 1 get you out into the world, and 2 give you some spending money. God can't help you; only you can help yourself.

Answer 5

Let me tell you that God does love you. God wants you to give your life to Him. What I mean is He wants you to receive Him in your heart let Him in and you'll have eternal life with Him in heaven.Read the bible and there you'll find so much that God wants to tell you. He can change your life. And when you do change your parents will see a different you. You pray for them, you cry out to God and He will hear your prayer.
What you do is your choice, but God can change that if you let Him. I'm so sorry about your brother.
Go find yourself a good christian Church and there you will find many people that love and care for you believe me it happened to me. You will have new freinds. I will be praying for you.
Hope I was able to help you. Think about what I'm telling you don't give up you are too too young. God Bless You!!!!

Answer 6

well people in this world r realy awful but well have some confidence n be proud of ur self n always thank ti god
n one more thing always stand n fight after all

try,try,try u will succed

strugle,strugle,strugle n one day u will the best
just wait n watch

the fruit of patient is very sweet

Answer 7

Hey! Calm down! Don't do what that Rudy guy told you, about the brick thing. Just read what I have to tell you now. I realized, you seem like a really good kid and smart. Why did I say smart? At least you are calling out for help through other means since no one around your immediately contact seems to listen. Go to your school counselor again, or better yet the school nurse. Tell them exactly what you said here. If you can't tell them in words, make a copy of what you just typed up here and print it out. If you don't have a printer, copy what you typed here with pen and paper. Show it to either the couselor or nurse. Just don't get mad at what they have to say. Just listen carefully, and don't interrupt them. But if they don't seem to care, go see your principal. Tell him/her exactly what you just typed here or show him what you just typed. Here's what will really catch their attention is to repeat yourself to them that you, "Hate your life." This will raise their eyebrows. And then explain exactly what you just typed here. They will find ways to get you to see a professional counselor to help you and teach you how to deal with your loss and family problems. This is going to be really hard. When you do see a counselor, make sure you cooperate with them and do what they tell you to. Meanwhile, concentrate on your school and don't just let things slide by or don't just give up on your school at all. Do your best both in school and when you have to go see a counselor. Don't lie to them at all. Just be yourself. I understand things are tough right now. You really need to seek help from an adult at your school. Pray on a daily basis before you go to bed and when you get up in the morning. Pray to God for guidance in how to handle your frustrations. Pray to God by asking him to guide you to the right people who can help you. And lastly, pray to God ask him to give you strength to handle your everyday daily situation. I hope this helps you. Good luck, and may God give you strength to make it through the next day.

Answer 8

Toss a brick through a window and wait for someone to come and get you.
Desperate times call for desperate action.

Answer 9

:) take a deep breath.... the thing about God is that he DOES love you...even though you are feeling this way, even though you are blaming Him for the bad things in your life, He is There for you. there should be some kind of comfort in that, if you can only accept it.

what i've learned recently, and i just want to share w/ you, i'm not saying this is going to be a cure or answer, because each one of us is different and needs different things. but for myself, i got myself back into church after a long absence, and we learned about Romans 5-8. and it literally changed my views on love, life, and religion. here is what i want to share with you: once you accept that Jesus died for your sins, you are JUSTIFIED --> Not Guilty. of Past, Present AND Future sins, mistakes, negative thoughts....everything. knowing this, and truly accepting it , you will achieve Peace under God's Grace. this is Forever. so u know what?? no matter WHAT u have to go thru, no matter WHAT mistakes you will make, you are forgiven, loved, pure. u are Already blessed. knowing that, no matter what your life is like right now, u can be comforted knowing that u can never make a mistake; thru Jesus' sacrifice, you can Start Over. u can Become Better. you can now use the negative things in your past, to Learn from your mistakes. to grow, and always become Better. each day, learn, seek, and find what is Healthy, Positive, and ultimately makes you Happy in life. w/ relationships w/ family, friends, or even strangers...u CAN do it. it may take work, but the fact that God loves you means that u can change things. u are not stuck in a life of negativity!! u just have to See it and take Advantage of your ability to make something of yourself. instead of wallowing in pain, suffering, and hurt, u can try and try and pick urself up, day by day, even if u make a mistake, just pick urself up and start over! it's O.K. God loves and wants that for you, which was why He sent Jesus in the first place.

so, my advice to you, would be first to work ON YOURSELF. because a positive you will really make a difference in your environment, how u see things, and how u react to negativity. and u know, if ur parents are a negative influence on you, stop depending on them so much..... they should be Supportive and Loving, not abusive. therefore, if u do need to work hard and study to get out of there, Do it. it's worth it for you. don't worry about what others think of you.... they don't care whether u get F's or A's. so don't do it for them. do it for Yourself..to make urself feel more confident about your abilities. constantly work on yourself. so, if u feel ugly, self conscious, not "cool"... work on your appearance. exercise, clean urself up, find hair and clothes styles that are flattering for you. ask people who work at stores to help if u don't have any friends. once u Look better, you will Feel better. next, work on your Mind; study harder, read more books, read the news, learn more about topics u are interested in, become someone who can Discuss and understand things w/ anyone, teachers, other students, even strangers. when u Know more, u will be less embarrassed or scared. after that, u need to work on your social skills. speak up more, w/ an Open Mind. do not try to judge others, because u hate it when they do it to you. other people may be rude; doesn't mean u have to stoop to their level. and if they are Mean, why do u even care what they think? i only care what Nice, Caring people think of me. so, try to make better relationships w/ ur parents, family, and eventually friends. if u try, it will mean something to you. even if THEY don't appreciate, at least you can appreciate yourself, and never regret later the way you've acted in the past.

in the end, if everyone around you is NEGATIVE, than the only thing u can do is be POSITIVE for yourself. it's VERY hard to do that on your own, but u can do it. i can tell because of what u've written here; u still have faith in God EVEN THRU all the stuff u've been there! that is awesome. use that faith, and strength, and Knowledge that u have done NOTHING bad in your life, thru all of this negativity. that Shows how much strength you have. be Proud of that, and don't let anyone ever take that away from you! ok, so ur parents are not nice! ur school peers are obnoxious! the teachers are not caring! YOU have to care for yourself first, before other people can see the good in you. don't worry, just Try. give Yourself a chance, and other people will follow suit. and even if they don't, that's the thing....it won't matter because You will be a strong, smart, confident man, All by yourself. regardless of all the people who've failed you, you don't have to fail yourself. u cannot control Anyone's actions or thoughts, u can only control yours. so make it positive, healthy, and eventually Happy. focus on those goals, and u will become someone who can attract those things to you. if u are constantly negative, u can only attract negativity. good luck, and keep up the hard work. u can always make urself better tomorrow, no matter what has happened today~

Answer 10

chillax man.
i dont know what to say ....but god loves u !no doubt about that.
dont worry.just keep cool .

hope i could help u more.