THE BASIC THING TO DO IS GO AND ASK FOR ROGIVENESS TO ALL U HAVE DONE WRONG THEN TELL THE PEOPLE U LOVE SO THAT THEY CAN KNW GET SAVED IF U ARE NOT AND PRAY
2006-08-16 20:55:31
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answered by Anonymous
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First off I would go through my house and put certain items in a bag that I my family would not need to see when they cleaned out my house.
Like bills ect. And presents from an ex from the adult book store. I would burn the bills and personal papers in fire place.
Then I would take the other items in a bag and throw them in a public dumpster.
By this time my daughter would be awake. I would spend the day with her. I would not tell her this was my last day because then she would be sad and cry and not able to enjoy our last day together.
I would buy her anything she wanted, take her to a fancy resteraunt and treat her like a queen.
Then I would take a few minutes to go and talk to my mother. and try to get some answers out of her as to why she said I was unlovable from the moment she held me at birth,
and why she physically, emotionally , verbally and mentally abused me, and why she she never stopped my father from molesting me. and why to this day she thinks I am a whore for having sex with her husband my father.. he is now dead.
I would then ask her why she gave so much love and attention to my younger brother and older sister and never once hit them.
And ask why they were spoiled with lavish gifts and fancy resteraunts why I sat home alone
. And then I would ask her why she would go days without talking to me. Most of the time I was invisable in the house, unless it was time for my regular beating.And I do not mean spanking.
I mean head beat with hammers, head slammed into walls. And I would ask her if she would have killed me that time she had me on the floor with the butcher knife to my throat, if someone would have not walked in and she pulled the knife away.
We were not poor, we were wealthy, lived in a nice neighborhood with business owners, school teachers and principals and bankers. We had nice cars, camper boat.
My mother would only allow custom made furniture in our home.
I would ask her why why why she hated me and wanted me dead.
Then I would spit in her face and say hey ***** your wish is now coming true, today is the last day of my life.
My daughter would not hear any of this. Then I would take my daughter, and drive her to the person that she would be spending her life with. I am a single mom, and dammed if it would be her father. He has not yet to be a father and she is going on 12,
Then I would go to the funeral home and pick out the most expensive caset. Order the most expensive flowers. Then I would call a fancy resteraunt in town to cater the meal after my funeral and all of this would be billed to my mother. Hell there would even be free drinks.
Then I would write the priest a letter to read at the funeral. It could not be opened till the time he read it at church.
And it would state, my mother is not grieving my loss. Her wish has finally come true, I am gone. She spent all of my life hating me and growing up and was beat so bad I did not know if I would survive.
I would tell them this women called me a whore when I told her I was molested regular by my father. This letter would list all the details.
Then I would go back to see my daughter give her a big hug and kiss, and tell her how she is all I ever had. And that one day we will be reunited in the most wonderful place in the world.
I would make sure my daughter was happy and well cared for and I would make sure my mother suffered from major guilt and shame when the priest read that letter at my funeral....
hell you ask if I a bitter...... hell no. I have a wonderful daughter who is the light of my life. I am nothing like my mother. I have never hit my daughter or abused her in anyway...
Oh yes and I would go ask my sister why she is such a ***** and thinks she is better then everyone else.
Then I would find my brother and ask him why her terroized me all those months threatening to kill me and burn down my home. The threats were s bad, I had to get a restraining order. The police tapped my phone and heard the phone calls he made. He was given a ticket and fined like 300.00.
oh and if time permited I would try to find my father grave so I could go spit on it.
IN ALL HONESTY. I AM HAPPY. OWN MY HOME HAVE A GOOD JOB AND THE MOST WONDEFUL DAUGHTER IN THE WORLD. SO I COULD I BE BITTER WHEN I HAVE BEEN BLESSSED WITH MY DAUGHTER.
2006-08-16 21:19:55
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answered by Anonymous
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i will not visit anyone, Ill try to sleep most of that day!
2006-08-18 03:33:01
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answered by Chicoo 2
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